PastelEngine

Hi! I'm Pastel Engine I am into toddler/baby play, diapers, humiliation, punishments, and hypnosis. I lean more into the humiliation/shame of being treated as a toddler, but diapers bring me to my knees. Interests - Trains, Fantasy stories, Japanese movies, and tech!

You look better distracted.🔥

So apparently the diapers were truly brutal for his ego 🤭 He had been holding on for hours but finally under instruction he ‘broke’ and just ‘let it happen’. I told him it was an important step in dismantling his male ego. The only ego should be Me. Anyway he is now in bed in a fully soiled diapy. A perfect start to My birthday. What are YOUR opinions on dismantling egos and what are the best things you have experienced?

@willdryson Need to put in the reps haha

@EnginePastel Lots of practice 😅🤦‍♂️ you get creative. Use hand action to start the count down. Prop the phone or get a holder. I just wing it and delete what I dont like personally

How do you all take soggy diaper photos? Lol I just keep looking like a goof ball when taking them.

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Soft Domination. An outfit laid out. Cutting up your food for you. Choosing your drink and putting it in a sippy cup. Subtle diaper checks. No fussing, just quiet, calm obedience.

@dommie_mommie_ Congratulations 🎉🎉

GOT THE JOB !!!! going out tonight to celebrate 🙂‍↕️🫶🏼 whO IS BUYING ME A CONGRATULATORY DRINK ???

"We both know what you want. What you are. Say it" "I'm -" "Louder." "I'm your dumb diaper boy" Her fingers gripped his face and pulled him closer. Eyes locked. "Isn't that much better? Again. Say till there isn't a by hesitation, no doubt. Say it, like your absolutely mean it."

對我來說 下廚是比性更私密的事 能彼此在廚房交流廚藝 代表願意全心接受來自你的一切觀感 讓我們在廚房裡綁綁吧 (但這其實是民宿) － @MoaperraSM

Yo, pike push ups, kinda goated wtf

Happy Friday! Make sure you have plenty of diapers ready. Might be a crazy one.

@dommie_mommie_ Good luck! You got this!

INTERVIEW DAY !!!!!!!!! SEND GOOD VIBES PLLLEEEAAASSSEEEEE✨🥰🫶🏼

I love wearing diapers. Keep me in them always.

Your new Dom gets off by watching your ex-dom bully you. When she saw the fear in your eyes when it was your ex-dom enter the room instead of her. Diapered and bound expecting your caring mommy Dom to whisk you away into her strong hands. Only to see your ex-doms wicked smile when the door opened. --- Idk how this would work but I love the power dynamics of stuff like this (maybe not on me lolololol) Role reversal is one of the hottest things to me. Guess that's why I am bit of a switch.

Make him do lines before he ever leaves the house. His mind should be filled with what you want.

noticed nobody talks about subspace honestly. so let me do it. for your sub to get in that spot, it doesn't just happen because you tell him to get on his knees. no. subspace requires the right headspace first. a sub carries A LOT into a session or dynamic. work stress, self doubt, the weight of being a "manly man" irl. and you're asking him to drop all that and be completely vulnerable. that doesn't happen on command. as a domme, your job starts before anything even begins. create the space. read the room. know the difference between resistance and genuine distress. and the main takeaway? emotional vulnerability follows sexual vulnerability. a sub who fully gives up control is also exposed in ways that have nothing to do with kink. that deserves to be held carefully. a good FLR isn't just control. it's trust. and trust is built in the moments BEFORE AND AFTER, not just during. get to know your sub. know his headspace. the dynamic works better when he actually feels safe enough to fall into it.

Time out chair and sitting to the wall has now become a new staple in my house 🏠🤪 both my diapered babies needed time outs for being naughty this week

When you untie the knots don't forget the one around my heart. The marks take a while to fade.

A good boy training plan, just for me?! You shouldn't have.