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you touch me and suddenly i feel a little less war torn. i'm not sure what peace is supposed to feel like but i think it may feel a lot like you.

⠀you fought and fought to keep all the cruelty locked up in your head, and for what .ᐣ none of them ever loved you, because none of them ever knew you.

"In battle I may tire, but by your side I rise without ever kneeling."

crawl inside me and find where i'm most ruined. love me there.

"When I hold you, the meaning of all battles disappears."

you are unmistakably my angel.

"As long as you are by my side, even storms grow calm."

in your darkest hour， in the blackest night ... think of me ... and i will be with you. always. for where else could i go? who else could i love but you?

in both lifetimes, i belong to you.

"To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides."

in another universe， i am easier to love.

you ask me about love and i tell you about violence.

and in the middle of my chaos there was you.

i’ve endured too many betrayals and deceptions, those who trusted me were harmed by me. no matter how hard i tried, i could not stop time, in the end… i’m still alone.

do you still dream? of people you failed to save, those that died because of you?

i became bitter and untouchable. i craved affection but the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn.

so， if you are too tired to speak， sit next to me because i， too， am fluent in silence.

you're so calm and quiet， but there are things inside you that you never say. i see them sometimes， hiding in your eyes.