ᅠ⟢ᅠ𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸ᅠ——ᅠ𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 .ᐟᅠ

in another universe, my window is open and i'm laying on the floor. i am twelve years old. nothing bad has happened to me yet.

i need you — i need you to look at me, mom. i need you to really look at me and see me. mom, i need you to see me.

there is something inside me, and they don't know if there is a cure. a demonic possession unlike any before.

you're my best friend. i'd do anything for you.

for you, i'd do anything.

you're just a boy. you are no man. and nobody you know will understand.

you were my home, mother. i had no home but you.

do you still remember what it was like .ᐣ can you still feel the blood on your hands .ᐣ

if i had a flower for everytime i thought of you, i could walk in my garden forever.

you held my lifeless frame and i swear you never stopped blaming yourself.

at some point, i allowed my heart to lead me rather than my mind. now i find myself so utterly and pathetically in love with you.

you're never going to give up on me, are you .ᐣ

shut up, shut up, shut up .ᐟ teammates .ᐟ.ᐣ friends .ᐟ.ᐣ to hell with that .ᐟ why am i inferior to you .ᐟ.ᐣ i was extremely particular about my life, my grades, my public image, so someone would want me around .ᐟ

the day that we first met, heaven and earth collided. you eclipsed me completely, and i became blinded because the light from within you suddenly surrounded me too, and i have never felt so bright.

i hate you. kiss me harder.

we could've been so good together, we could've lived this dance forever. but now, who's gonna dance with me .ᐣ please stay.

and i realise the only way you survive in this timeline is if we never meet. so this is my final goodbye.

because you want to die for love, you always have.

feels like we buried alive something that never died so god, it hurt when i found out.

wish someone would tell me i'm fine. ᅠ╱ᅠ nothing is fine.