BumblingThrough

Here’s my story and first ever blog 😬 deffo not a blogger but I am honest. Please take a read. Tell me your thoughts …mblingthroughfindorfake.wordpress.com/2017/11/10/my-…

@themumjob Good luck x

Can someone send me some balls this morning...meeting with boss at 10am for my bonus review...I also need to ask him about going down to 4 days but scared he'll say no!!! Argh!! I may not even be able to ask then I'll kick myself. Advice anyone?

There is no wonder I am so stressed - got up to a blood bath as the cat has been biting her tail, had to try and bandage it up (this is whilst she has a cone on her head!) whilst a toddler is pestering me for hot milk - which then ended up all over my sofa!! #yey #happymonday 😡

@themumjob If they are willing to support you for who you are then they are not the right people to be in your life. I too have lost “friends” but then come to realise they weren’t really friends x

I've lost so many friends over the last year or so because of my anxiety & depression...most don't know how bad I feel. I find it awkward to tell them 'hey come over, I'm struggling with anxiety & I'm a bit low but I promise my company won't be depressing' 😐😑😔 #anxiety

@anxiousmum1 Big hugs for today. Just keep breathing one breath at a time. You will get through the day and as you know mood can go up as well as down, no one knows what round that corner ❤️

Today I have woken up feeling so overwhelmingly low, such a change from how I felt yesterday... It's exhausting trying to keep up. I have to remind myself I'm still 'new' in terms of diagnosis, but it's hard when you still have to parent through it 😞 #bipolar #mentalhealth

Hey I’ve started a new Insta today. If anyone wants to follow 😊 instagram.com/p/BmYRqElg8jM/ #newstart #healthyandactive #tryingmybest #fitnessandfood #mumlife #strugglesandsnuggles

@Gemsallen & @whatmyfridgesay it didn’t go well. The group situation was too stressful for her and parents and siblings were in the room as well so it seemed like bedlam. They also did exercises that she has already done at school so didn’t actually get anything from it 😔

My daughter has her 1st CAHMS workshop session this afternoon for her anxiety. She doesn’t want to go, she hates me because I say she has to. My anxiety is through the roof!! #anxiety #childrenwithanxiety #parentswithanxiety #hopeitgoesok #usedtobefearless #hernotme

@hannahdahlen @elainebdmidwife @SagefemmeSB @JeniStevensS2S @DeirdreMunro @JennytheM @godfrey_isaacs @Humanisingbirth @kanelow @millihill @FrankaCadee Oh this made me laugh - I have had a similar conversation with my 13yr old. We also had a stressful situation with her dying her hair blue. I backed down after being pestered to an inch of my life and now the blue hair has turned green and she looks like Grot Bags #teenagers

When your 13 year old wants an ear stud and you say no and she has apparently been raised to argue for women’s rights 😂😂

@anxiousmum1 I’m with you on that one!! Hope your anxiety eases x

#anxiety #mentalhealth

That feeling of just generally feeling shit and that you are shit 😔 not big things but lots of little things - mainly to do with the kids #feelingshit #mentalhealth #littlethings #parentingwoes #negativethoughts

Feeling quite sorry for myself today after my minor op yesterday removing a mole from my toe - sounds trivial but my hospital anxiety went into to overdrive, left me exhausted #anxiety #hospital #soretoe #poorpatient

@themumjob Well done for going to the doctors for help. I hope you start to feel better soon x

So doctor was very lovely and understanding, prescribed me Sertraline which hopefully will help and recommends counselling which I am going to look into too today. So hopefully there will be some light at the end of the tunnel x

@thespeakmans what would be your advise for someone who is a highly sensitive person? It is who I am so therefore can’t be cured?? I do feel it is a curse #hsp #toosensitive #overwhelmedbylife #adviceneeded #affectseverdaylife #overemotional

Not even kidding - I am sat in soft play hell!!! It is not good #sendhelp #softplay #hypersensitive

@Thepadawanmummy Thank you - not feeling a great achievement at the minute whilst I’m sat still blubbing 🙈 but hopefully when I calm down I will see it that way!! I hate being so sensitive x

@FindOrFake Well done for getting in the car & getting there that’s a great achievement in itself

So f**ked off with myself. Can’t control my emotions. I drive to my much needed yoga class battling my anxiety about driving and parking there. Sat there 30mins early all for a guy to come and knock on my window and tell me to turn my engine off #emotionalwreck #notnormal #great

Now the husband is home I am hiding away in the bedroom. #parentedout #tootired #toddlerlife #summerholidaysFO

My toddler has turned into a monster 😡 tantrumed at a picnic with friends, had to cut it short because I couldn’t take it anymore 😫 yes it’s hot and yes I’m tired too #toddziller #naughtychildren #whathashappened #nearly3

@hatttiegladwell Same here 😢

Bloody hell!! Tired toddler tantrum in the cafe at the garden centre then middle one has had a hissy fit cos I said she can’t have a basketball hoop fixed to the wall!! Apparently I said “when dad gets paid you can have one” - was this in her dreams 😳 #kidsseriously