Not all this winning something at the expense of something else.
Not having to force smiles and laughs when I know there’s something I lost.
Then I start feeling sad when I’m all alone.
Feeling like I've been winning little but losing a lot.
Findme
2026
Why can’t I win them all?
“Win some, lose some” — bullshit.
Half-wins have me feeling like I failed.
I mean, I just crushed that, but I’m still sitting in my room all alone—
sad, defeated, drained, unfulfilled.
For once, I just want to be totally happy.
You smell like peace—
because every time I breathe you in,
I feel all my burdens fall away.
Calling it a breath of fresh air
would be an understatement.
And your hugs…
so heavenly they could heal the sick.
The way you bury your head in my chest—
I know you hear my heartbeat racing.
That gentle squeeze from your tiny hands
somehow carries the biggest comfort.
My short, big-eyed, big-foreheaded princess,
I can still remember vividly the first day you looked up at me—
your eyes huge, wide open,
the prettiest things I had ever seen.
They say time waits for no man,
but that day, in that very moment, everything—including time—stopped.
Let me hold your hands
until your fingers leave grooves in my palms,
so that everything else I touch feels out of place.
Let me hug you until I smell like you.
Let me kiss you
until everything I taste carries a trace of you.
Find me
2026
I told the moon about you,
and it shone as bright as the sun.
I spoke to the sky about the thought of losing you,
and it wept a storm for me.
Every time I pick up a book,
I end up writing about you—
even my pen can write your name on its own.
I may not be your first love,
but let me be THE love.
I know other loves have hurt you,
other loves have lied,
betrayed you,
made you cry and left you in pain.
But let me be the one to change that.
The “I’m sorry I acted wrong, I’ll make it up”—and you do guy
The “you deserve better, so I’m gonna be better”—and you do guy
The one you dig your nails into and never let go of, ’cause I’m all you want
Oh, to be loved
Oh, to be loved right
Oh, to be loved right from the start
I am tired of being the “I’m sorry, I should have treated you better” guy
I am tired of being the “you deserve better” guy
For once, I want to be the one you never let slip away
The one you know from the start is all you want and need
Not just the good guy, but your man
OH, TO BE LOVED
Oh, to be loved
Oh, to be loved right
Oh, to be loved right from the start
’Cause frankly, I am tired of being the one that got away
I am tired of being the one you later realize you fumbled
I am tired of being the good guy
The “I’m sorry I acted wrong, I’ll make it up”—and you do guy
The “you deserve better, so I’m gonna be better”—and you do guy
The one you dig your nails into and never let go of, ’cause I’m all you want
Oh, to be loved
Oh, to be loved right
Oh, to be loved right from the start
I am tired of being the “I’m sorry, I should have treated you better” guy
I am tired of being the “you deserve better” guy
For once, I want to be the one you never let slip away
The one you know from the start is all you want and need
Not just the good guy, but your man