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help pof

one time as i was turning in my midterm my professor asked me if i was “feeling alright?” like what could have possibly prompted you to say that…how worn out did i look..

@Troglodyte_guy getting buried alive sounds so much better than this. at least i’d die soon

@FiscallyWoke Literally one of my greatest fears, up there with being buried alive

thinking about being petrified but alive like in doctor stone gives me a feeling of impending doom. i actually had to take a break when i was on my first watch cause id get such horrifying intrusive thoughts about being conscious and fully paralyzed indefinitely

@Troglodyte_guy lol

@FiscallyWoke Bruh this is a form of sh 😭

i have so many useless mathematical and statistical theories, formulas, whatever ingrained into my mind. it’s like trauma. i was skitzing when i was taking linear algebra, calc 3, statistical packages, and experimental design in the same semester. i had zero life

Mom reacted “👎” to “i haven’t been feeling very good lately. could i come home for a little bit?”

@Kamadme313 i’d probably mess up my kid in their formative years. that and whatever is up with my mental genetics wouldn’t be a good thing at all. i wouldn’t be surprised if they ended up a menace

@FiscallyWoke Thankfully I'm sterile. Lol. Do not want kids ever. I'm not parent material.

šag4 na-ab-bala-en-de3-en 𒊮 𒈾𒀊𒁄𒂗𒉈𒂗 We should not produce offspring.

@elsstarves @kamadme314 that’s cool :) i kinda have a design portfolio but it’s UI/UX. i’ve been paid to develop websites for some businesses. outside of some branding, id create the whole front end and backend from nothing basically. pretty fun. i get what’s considered engaging aesthetically online.

@FiscallyWoke @kamadme314 sure, sure you could. i dont think even i can, you need an art portfolio and a "masterpiece" to get into a uni of fine arts. fortunately, i dont care about uni, im an entrepreneur

i did the bare minimum in high school. i didn’t really care. i actually can’t name an instance of me studying for more than an hour during my entire time there. i’d wing everything. ended with a 3.5… my SAT score was really good tho so that helped with college apps i guess

i’m the most rate limited person ever

finally getting my fav account unsuspended today… longest week of my life

you’d actually think i was schizophrenic and haunted by demons with how my eyes usually look

@elsstarves @kamadme314 …. whatever… n-not like i care… 😣 actually ykw… i’d bet i could score in the 95th percentile on your university entrance exams without studying for a second.

@FiscallyWoke @kamadme314 nope, the curriculum is different for sped kids, they couldnt even get into my school lmao. me alone caused that school to be top 1 from 2 among other artschools by winning multiple national comps. humble brag HAHA

@kamadme314 @elsstarves i saw this coming lol

@FiscallyWoke @elsstarves Yeah. Definitely not great. But better than anything in the US. You guys have it truly easy.

@kamadme314 @elsstarves the curriculums over there must be designed with the sped kids in mind lol. i went to a top-10 feeder school but the college i attend barely cracks top 30… through my area’s standards i am average but my Mom compares me to my neighbor and belittles me for not being like her

@elsstarves @FiscallyWoke Yes, too easy.

@elsstarves i had braces as a kid dw

@FiscallyWoke well yeah. being told you look like youre from the uk is kinda rough tho, ngl

got told i look European the other day. not sure what that means exactly; but thank you

@elsstarves unbelievably vague tho. could’ve just said i look like im from the UK and he would’ve been on the dot.

@FiscallyWoke i mean yeah if youre white, youre some form of european, makes sence

i’ve been wanting to take sass recently, but my mood stabilizer has serotonergic activity so i really cant