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✨🐟Fishie Cosmia - The SpaceFish Vtuber 🐟✨
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✨🐟Fishie Cosmia - The SpaceFish Vtuber 🐟✨
@FishieCosmia
Emote Artist & Illustrator for @TieflingMelissa Freelancer artist(2D & 3D) and a free time vtuber✨🐟 twitch: https://t.co/FSraVMcQJv
finland Katılım Temmuz 2014
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@ThorRunefall i been listening to this on a loop for like 10 minutes~🎶✨
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I forgot to post this here!!✨👀
few days ago we were celebrating @Yulind9
reaching 1000 days walked on twitch 🩷👟
#vtuber #animationmeme #MyDressupDarling #fanartㅤㅤㅤㅤ
#fanAnimation #kawaiikawai
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@ThorRunefall woaah your voice is so good and warm!!!!!!!!! ✨✨✨
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@FishieCosmia Back again...just finished mine. I wanna frow up now too
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@TheGoblicorn 🤝suffer with me brother 🤝
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@FishieCosmia You just reminded me I need to finish my taxes sometime today.
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@KingdomHA666 snacks????????? 👀👀👀
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@FishieCosmia Awwwwww buddy hey when u finish i promise u the best of snacks
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@FishieCosmia I did my taxes like a month ago. I'm lucky mine aren't as confusing
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@MistressM_VT it's so awfully stressful!!!!!
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@FishieCosmia I feel this in my soul I did my taxes 3 months early because it stresses me out so much!
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Something not known about me is that I suffer from a form of loneliness.
I'm being vulnerable here and open so please don't take this as a cry for attention or for others to take pity on me. It's just something I wanted to put in the universe.
I'm not alone but I feel alone quite often, so I make sure that I distract myself with games and other activities that get my mind out of the pit. It's true I have friends, and some damn good ones. But when they are away or busy or something else I sometimes sink into myself and look for that sweet distraction that'll get me to the next day.
Is it constant? No
Is it debilitating? No
Does it cause me to see things in a different light? Sometimes
It does cause moments of wonder and leading my thoughts to the worst case scenario sometimes. It makes me break down, and question if I'm doing the right things in life day to day. Like if I've upset a friend or am I being left behind or wondering if I'm not worth their time.
So you may ask why the long post? Why not just talk to the people around me? Well that's where it comes back in. I'm too much of a coward to tell those close to me thinking they'll tell me "Your fine, your just overthinking" or something of that nature. And it's true but that doesn't silence the creeping concerns.
There is a second reason as well. I know I'm not alone in thinking/feeling this way. There are many others out there who aren't willing to say anything or bring it up in any way. I'm one of the most positive people I know but it still comes on quite frequently. I just want those who are struggling to know your not alone even if you feel it. I know I'm not alone even if I feel it. And it's ok. In the end it'll be ok.
If I lose followers or friends or what have you from this post then so be it. Keeping it in will only make it worse so I'm doing this for my own mental health. And those who may need to hear it. As I learn more about myself over time I'm coming to terms with my struggles instead of ignoring them.
The last thing I'll say is thank you to those who have made it this far. As well as giving thanks to those who are truly there for me and always willing to listen to what I have to say along with allowing me into their hearts.
Stay safe and keep inventing!

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@TheGoblicorn i know how you feel very deeply.
I think i been suffering from chronic depression for a very very long time now. and sometimes i get moved to tears by how lucky i'm to have such great and loving people around, but even with all the love around me i still feel this deep loneliness
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