FocusTunerDusty

@SapphireSleepin Happy Birthday!!! Hope it is an amzing one!!

It’s my birthday!!! 🎂🖤

I'd take a goth or emo girl over a Swiftie any day of my life

@The_Nozomi_Heku I could use some happiness XD

Her job seems fun.

I am so sick of this world. Maybe one day my habits will set me free.

@SapphireSleepin Honestly I would love to go if I had the chance. I love floofy animals lol

@FocusTunerDusty I never been to one either but I like cats

Whenever I actually go on a irl date, can someone bring me to a cat cafe or cat shelter? 👉👈 🖤🐈

You get one life. Enjoy it while you can.. Live life as if it is your last day. Because truth is, we never know when the last day will be.

Fall. Such a beautiful season. Though I really love the autumn season, I just can't get the feeling of loneliness off my heart. I honestly just want someone to hug and to do the cute things with. Maybe in a different life I will feel my heart stay warm and know what love is.

Halloween tomorrow. Used to make me excited saying that. Now it doesn't even bring me joy. Life is making me numb to what use to be my favorite holiday.

Why the fuck did I even make an announcement about quiting content making. It isn't like anyone knew who I was. I swear I am a fucking moron. Honestly like 99 percent of my followers probably have no idea who the fuck I was or what I even streamed XD

So. No big suprise here. But I have decided I will no longer be streaming or doing any kind of online content anymore. FocusTunerDusty will continue to be my online name, but for now on I will never be making content. It has been rough, but I am glad I met the people I did.

Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary Meh.

I am back! Playing American Truck Simulator with mods! Feel free to drop in and say hi! twitch.tv/focustunerdust…

@Leafions My day be so fine... then boom. My dog jumps into my plate of food.

my day be so fine then I go and drop soup on my pc

So, I had a crazy thought... What if I just do a funny thing and start streaming again after work or what not. I may start doing VRC and Trucker Sim streams again. Just a thought for now, but who knows.

I am so mentally exhausted from life. Tired of it all.

Honestly, I really hate myself

A couple of pictures of my Focus RS I took and edited.

3/3 Me:Also the constant torture I receive from my family due to them constantly screaming and fighting with each other to the point where I can not here people laughing and being loud without thinking there is a fight. I am at war with my mind and I am very much losing...

2/3 Me: To be honest man, waking up everyday with the feeling that i will never be good enough to be loved by anyone. Feeling alone in a crowded room... Friend: oh...

My friend: Hey bud, I got a question. 1/3 Me: Shoot Friend: Well, I know you are starting to do better in life. You have your dream job, you make awesome money, and you even have one of your dream cars. Only thing I want to know is why are you still so depressed?...