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@Gillian112121
Absolute OT7/AMAs 2021 is where my journey began/Love to interact & spread positivity/Mom of 2 awesome teens๐ IG: sweet_tae875 TT:gillian112121
Katฤฑlฤฑm Mart 2022
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@MoonPurpleSnow I have not posted here since Sept partly due to having some of the feelings that you are speaking of. However, I saw this & wanted to tell you that you are not invisible. I see you & I know there are some others that see you too. I hope this makes you feel a little less lonely๐ซ
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Do you know how an ARMY feels who's lived here like a ghost for years, invisible to everyone and unimportant...? No? Then let me tell you... It feels terrible, painful, and lonely. It's like your heart purring with each new day, taking your breath away. Every new day on ARMYtwt feels lonely, and you lose yourself more and more in the loneliness and darkness, withdrawing further and further. You start keeping posts you'd like to share with ARMYs to yourself, thinking, "Oh, nobody wants to read them anyway, and nobody's interested. Besides, you're just annoying people." And then you stop and withdraw even further. To a place where negative thoughts crush you and grow louder and louder until you can no longer ignore them. This place feels cold and lonely; it's not a pleasant place. This place is dark because no light reaches it, and if it does, it's too weak to illuminate it. And so it starts anew every day, until you no longer have the strength for it and are trapped in this dark place. And anyone who says, "Yes, but why don't you do anything about it? Why don't you fight against the darkness and the loneliness? It's not as bad as you say," try telling that to someone who has been battling severe depression for years and has been going through days like this for almost ten years. It's always easiest to say and claim such things when you don't suffer from it yourself, but for those who do, it's torture and a constant struggle. Of course, you can do something about it, fight against it, and do things that help you escape this dark prison, but it's not easy to find the strength for it, especially not every single day. There are days when you manage it, but then there are days when you have no strength and you relapse. I'm already doing things to help me fight against it and regain my strength. I also talk to my therapist about it a lot, which helps me a great deal, but I'm still far from being able to simply write what I want. I don't yet trust myself to publish these things because my fear of rejection, of being ignored, and of being alone again is still far too great. The chains of manipulation are still too deeply ingrained in my mind and are only slowly loosening and disappearing. It simply takes time to process and forget everything that happened to me in the past. When you've been heavily manipulated for almost eight years, one day you lose your own identity and yourself, and you live only as an empty puppet, like a marionette being manipulated by strangers as they please. I'm currently learning to break free from these cycles in my therapy, and I'm slowly noticing how the chains are loosening, my mind is gradually becoming freer, and I'm becoming the person I was before all this crap, slowly finding my own true self. I also realize that I've slowly grown stronger and that I've already taken many small steps forward, and that gives me the strength to keep going and not give up! I will continue on this path, no matter how rocky it may be and how many obstacles I still have to overcome, because in the end, the most beautiful reward awaits me: a free, happy, and confident me, for which all the long struggle was worth it. ๐ #MyARMYStory #ARMY #BTS
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@Uk_BTS_Army Yep, as normal as me. I made three โpretty thingsโ (as we like to call them) with the pics that he shared๐ญ๐
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@Uk_BTS_Army Uummm, I donโt think I get it๐ I mean, you are way cooler than me after all๐ซก Maybe a demonstration is in order๐ค๐
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@catsandtannies I try to follow accounts that spread positivity, are supportive of all members and just generally post content that i enjoy for various reasons. Also your name is adorable. I have had cats all my life, and currently have two๐ธ๐
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๐ฅณHappiest of birthdays to Namjoon๐ฅณ
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RM
#HappyNamJoonDay
#HappyBirthdayRM
#RMDay2025
#CelebrateKingNamjoon
#RM_TheCulturalBridge
#KingOfLyricsRM
#BornToBeNamjooning
#NamjooningTheNation
#ForeverArtistRM
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@TheycallmeAmi_7 L๐VE these! Your headers are always so lovely. Makes a hard decision for me to choose one ๐
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@Uk_BTS_Army BTS!!!!!!๐๐

Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jung Jungkook ...
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Artemis II is launching in early 2026. You coming with? Now you can. Submissions are open to fly your name around the Moon. Your name will be recorded on a memory card that will be stowed inside the Orion spacecraft. Sign up here: go.nasa.gov/artemisnames
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@ohmegoodness25 Iโm at the salon under the dryer, no glasses or headphones, gonna have to rely on the replay ๐คทโโ๏ธ
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@BTS_twt you have touched so many lives. May Bangtan and ARMY continue to be LIGHTS for one another for years to comeโจ๐
#BTSUrMyLight
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Yes, letโs go! Got mine!

Indigo Gwenโทโผยน Saw BTS โโโ@ARMY4LIFE84
๐ขIt's time, ARMY!! Let's let BTS know they are our light. ๐ก: Buy Lights (all 3 versions) on iTunes ๐๏ธ: Sept 9, 12am ET / 1pm KST ๐: Post a message to BTS using the hashtag ๐: lightsbts.carrd.co #BTSUrMyLight
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