I haven't told my parents about buying these books from my allowance and they are shocked that I saved up for these books and cheered me up. I don't know how I'll express my happiness right now but yeah my soul now is fed up, @langleav 's words are real the power!!
"I am just a child who has never grown up. I still keep asking these 'how' and 'why' questions. Occasionally, I find an answer."
— Stephen Hawking, 1942-2018.