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I first created the Harvey character in January 2007 on SVR2007 with my brother. I made what I would want to be when I grew up, my dream, and throughout the years, I kept coming back to these games joining community after community until I found a home. When I did finally find a community, I would throw it away, I would lie, and I would say things that would only hurt the people I loved not knowing what that would do to the people I loved, and even a thousand sorrys later I felt so guilty for the shitty things I once did.
This was a boys dream, to what he wanted to become, and I plagued it with idiocy, and I feel, as a 24 Year old man, with a Fiancé, very few friends who stuck by me no matter the knives I stuck into their backs. It is actually time to stop.
As much as I would have loved to join some of the communities that were willing to take a chance on me, I think it is time to say goodbye.
So I didn't buy WWE2K26. Heard the game is fun, and probably is, but I have no energy to keep going. I made my bed, and I should have laid in it already.
I thought I could go on longer, but the burden I carry is far too much, along with a lot of other things on my mind.
I had a thought of how I would like to retire the Harvey character, whether it be a match or a speech. Maybe finally put over @SSGSS_Miller, lol. Or finally release the unrealeased Pink Playground match between me and Manda Jo as Godqueen Infinite, which would have written me away but every corner I tried to turn to write myself away was either denied or turned away due to not being allowed to use certain CAWs in said project even if they were agreed to prior. So this tweet will have to suffice.
Thank you, Manda, for sticking by my side even through everything you were put through with both sides. I never deserved a friend out of you yet. You stuck by me, something I never thought was possible even before we became friends initially.
Thank you, @SSGSS_Miller,
You brought the best out of me. Made me a better creator and lead, creating one of the proudest matches I have ever been a part of with you, Our Match at VCWs Eternity.
There are so many more to thank for great memories, From Bluebird, Roots, Philly, Jonathan, Robert, Moshpit (🕊), Faded (🕊), QZ, Treason, Kaida, Narwhal, to Shaggy, Dbog, Handsome, Yellmans, Swanboi, DJ, Booboo, Thrizy himself, and so many more you all lead me into learning who I am.. and what I can be.
To EOV, I came with much more meaning. I came to be around a lot more long term, and you probably deserved more from me. However, I think we can all agree after the last two or so months I haven't been super active as much as I woulda wanted to be.. and for that, as much as my personal life and such have impacted me, I apologise.
As for me, after 18 years, it is time to say, goodbye. Thank you for the memories, and maybe I will see you all down the line.




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