hiatus, forced to be ex-FIX

Hyunsuk uploaded his letter this night on 7:23 which equals to CIX debut, anyway. Have another reason to cry before you end your day truly— 🥲❤️‍🩹

260429 #HYUNSUK INSTAGRAM POST hi fixs! this is cix’s maknae hyunsuk! firstly, i contemplated really hard about what i should say to you, but i think it is only right that i speak to you truthfully with all my sincerity, which is how i came about to writing this letter. i started my journey with a single dream, even while knowing that every beginning has an end to it. from july 2017 when i joined the company, to may 2026… from being 17 to turning 26, so much has happened since then. looking back, everything passed by like a fleeting moment, but as i reflect and revisit these memories, i’m realising again just how precious those times were. i used to attend classes up till the 4th period and leave school early, then take the subway and bus and get off at the entrance of hapjeong station exit 5, and i felt so happy and excited just taking this route to the company. what kind of dances and songs would i learn today? what should i talk to the hyungs and dongsaengs about? what would it be like if i debuted? with these thoughts filled in my head, i practiced while feeling both the excitement and anxiety in every moment. eventually, the cix debut lineup was formed, the debut song was released, i was revealed to the world, i met fixs, performed on stages, and received overwhelming support… it felt like i became the most special person in the world, and i was really happy to receive so much love. i wanted to always live with a focus on just my dreams and goals, but in the process, i had to come to face the frustrations and reality upfront and i felt myself getting infinitely smaller. if it was in the past, i would’ve thought that anything was possible. but after going through many experiences, the initial aspirations i held onto slowly disappeared. but in the midst of it all, the warm support and big love i received from fixs became my motivation that helped me persist through it all. when it was decided that the team would disband, i had thoughts like: “should i just run away? should i try pursuing something else instead?” but i wanted to show many more sides of myself to fixs, and i wanted fixs to like these sides of myself and feel happiness through me, which was ultimately why i decided to pursue this route. i’m especially thankful to byounggon hyung, seunghun hyung, jinyoung hyung and yonghee hyung who received me well as the youngest. i really miss the times of us fooling around, hanging out, and performing on stage together. someday, let’s perform and hang out together just like the old times again. it’s sad that time moves so fast that i can’t fully take in and experience everything i want, but by holding onto these experiences and feelings as much as i can, i think it’s how i became the person i am today. my youth is still ongoing, and there are many sides of myself that i still want to show, but i feel too sorry to our fixs to ask of you to continue supporting my future path too. even so, for the people who have always, unwaveringly supported and loved me for who i am, i’ll do whatever i can to show a better side of myself. since i’ve chosen this path, i’ll do my best to repay you and leave no regrets for the choice I’ve made. i really had fun and felt happy promoting as CIX thus far. our fixs, you feel the same way right? i’m not going anywhere, so just as it has always been, let’s create many memories together in the future too. i really love you so much and i’m always thankful🤍 and through this letter, i wanted to take the opportunity to thank all the people who put in the effort for CIX - the executives, all the staffs, managers, and the rookie development team hyung who casted me. i really want to express my thanks to everyone. thank you so much for everything. - from CIX hyunsuk. #CIX #현석 #윤현석 #씨아이엑스

“i wanted to always live with a focus on just my dreams and goals, but in the process, i had to come to face the frustrations and reality upfront and i felt myself getting infinitely smaller. if it was in the past, i would’ve thought that anything was possible. but after going through many experiences, the initial aspirations i held onto slowly disappeared. but in the midst of it all, the warm support and big love i received from fixs became my motivation that helped me persist through it all” oh hyunsuk… 🥺😭😭💔💔

Hyunsuk's letter is my breaking point, oh my :'((

Hyunsuk FC and insta post eng translation #CIX #윤현석 #HYUNSUK

260429 #현석 hshyhk._.y instagram instagram.com/p/DXtlSD1kxqb/ 픽스들 안녕! CIX의 막내 현석이야

Hyunsuk posted OT5 pictures :’) ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

“Especially to Byounggon hyung, Seunghun hyung, Jinyoung hyung, Yonghee hyung that always accept my younger self, thank you so much. I really missed the moment where we had fun on the stages so much. Let’s play on the stage again like that time someday.” MY HYUNSUK MAKNAE 😭❤️‍🩹

FIXes are listening CIX's sad songs now.. but i told you... CINEMA HITS DIFFERENT NOWWW 😭😭😭 I purposely record the translation too..inhale the lyrics juseyo 🫠 same with you guys.. CIX & FIX are one of my best memories. thank you for made my days beautiful #ThankYouCIX & FIX

my family forever…

Until the very last day, C9 Entertainment made no effort for CIX. They even got the debut date wrong. They couldn’t even do their job properly one last time.

260429 fromm🐰💬 12:33PM KST 🐰 hi fixs, you got a shock early in the morning right? are you okay? i was really surprised too.. i can’t really talk about many things in detail yet + (1/4) #CIX #HYUNSUK #현석 #윤현석 #씨아이엑스

Hyunsuk came to Fromm #CIX #HYUNSUK #윤현석

suddenly a huge chapter of my life has ended

on the bright side cix are free from the shackles of c9 entertainment….had they stayed any longer they would’ve had their likeness fed to ai for the 84783 time for a comeback that relies solely on ragebait promo

In conclusion, CIX is disbanding as their contract will just ended with C9 by April and May of this year. :’) GonHun - No further decision Yonghee - Military on May 11 Hyunsuk - Finishing up his drama filming My CIX, thank you so much for the past 7 years. ❤️‍🩹

Getting through another phase of growing up. My main reason that i'm back in fangirling is done, is that mean i should b done too?

Group hug for my loyal, unwavering , super kind fellow fix. It's a great journey to know you guys, on screen off screen, interacting or not. But i know most you even only from your posting.