Hayley Moon

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I just wonder.. if I should stick to here or try to start using my account on the other blue app, for if I start posting chapters. Idk where the writing/reading community is at anymore. 🥲 Where do ppl from AO3 go to follow authors nowadays?

Finally read through my written CH of Lake of Tears, so hopefully by the end of this come week, I can sit down to try and continue writing again! It's been 6 yrs. I' so close to the end, I just want to see it through now life is calming down! 🥺

@thekooface 🥺💜!!! I'm so glad to see you !! When I tell you I'm going THROUGH it while editing it. So many feels. It makes me want to share it so badly in hope others might love it too.. ;3; I'm going to really, really try HARD to finish it this year. I just hope my brain allows it. 🤞

@Hayley__Moon Hayley! I'm still here and I'm still anticipating! Take all the time you need, hope you'll have fun revising🥺🥺 I also hope that the year 2026 will be a kind one for you💜

It's been a while. Not sure who still linger here but I thought, since it's the start of a new year, let me share that I've started revising Lake of Tears in the hope to pick it back up. So if you're still waiting for it, pls make sure to subscribe my AO3 account for updates!

Fingers crossed that by the time I finish my revision work, I can find back the flow and focus to get the last 10 or so chapters done. No idea who still anticipate it, but I'm determined to get this fic written to the end.

2024 & 2025 were hectic, losing my mum & having to fight for financial security + housing. Thankfully - All is well now. 2026 will be the year I'm allowed to finally grieve. I'm hoping to reconnect with the things that once brought me joy. Maybe, I can finally finish my fic!

@azerothelf Love this for you! Love seeing it :3

@HereForTannies I know this is a while ago, but when some steps feel too large, try see if you can make them smaller. <3 Maybe a text instead of a call a next time? I get the feeling tho, it's just a lot sometimes. 😔

I'm so stressed out lately that I can feel my control over things slipping 😔 Want to ask 💕 to go for a walk next Sunday just to hold his hand & feel like I've some support but I'm too stressed to even ring him anymore

@azerothelf Depends on the day tbh. Maar merk dat als ik EMDR heb gehad, ik heel zwaar emotioneel ben. Maar dat traject stopt deze week. Verder zie je m'n stories wel voorbij komen, volgens mij xD

@HereForTannies Can understand. :3 Some things also just take some getting used to. Had a friend today say a color nailpolish didn't look good on her but I feel it's more she didn't feel it was HER rather than that it looked bad ON her. Same with make-up, no doubt. Just keep trying! <3

@Hayley__Moon That's a good idea! I've looked up some things like that & experimented a little but ahhh I think I'm just at that age where some looks feel too old on my features/skin, some too young 😔

I wish one of you would come over & do my makeup. I'm in such a makeup rut lately & I need some new ideas/trends to spice things up

@Hayley__Moon 💜

Life is chaos still😦 I have no answers yet about if I can remain in my birthhome & if I'll still get to keep my social benefits. My battery is pretty much empty these days. On top I still have EMDR so it's been pretty rough, everything combined. I'm managing tho..😰 Day by day..

@HereForTannies And then I also find pages saying Lettuce and Cabbage can work just fine together so idk anymore. XD Hope this googling I did helps a bit for you.

I missed bangbangcon 😭😭 But lads can i plant lettuce & cabbage together if I put leeks in between?? Mum just bought me a ton of veg when I've no where to put it & only 1 bag of compost

@HereForTannies However! Cabbage and Lettuce are bad companions to one another bc they require similar nutricients. So they may end up competing.

@HereForTannies A quick google round says Lettuce and Cabage are companions to plant beside Leek so, seems like it's fine?

Monday my mother passed away.. Her struggles have come to an end and she will have to suffer no more. ⚘️🕯

@HereForTannies Love this Aesthetic here <3

Remember the beautiful lady I fell in love with? 🤭🤭 The picture shelves BADLY need rearranged, but I want to get my other art framed & displayed first. but ahhhh she looks so good 🥰

@Miloca_ao3 Taking it day by day atm. I visit her as much as I can and luckily she is only 5min away now. But my social energy is low & so much stuff to clean up too. 😥 No time/energy for hobbies since Dec. Just meh. But I'm dealing. Also began working on trauma again. I do my best. ;3;b

@Hayley__Moon Oh, Hayley 🥺🫂

I kinda disappeared bc the day before my bday I was told mum had only days left to live. We're a month further and she is doing semi okay. Bedridden but alive. Life is chaos, so I have no idea when I may return yet. If she passes, I may lose my home so the chaos may take long..😞