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@mayssdiaryy when you get to a dangerously low weight extreme hunger happens which often is the cause of binging in an-r. youll basically never find someone at a dangerously low weight that never binged or never had an extreme urge to

being back on edtwt is weird asf 😭 idk if any of my oomfs are still here

so they denied my surgery and basically told me i'm not severe enough and that i'm going to be in debilitating pain for the rest of my life, gave me zero ways to deal with said pain, and charged me $355 for a 30min consultation the australian medical system!

my old physiotherapist that fucking traumatised me is working at the same place that (hopefully!!) will do my surgery 😭 girl fuck you oml get outta here

@ME0WSTIC thank god 🙏

did you. survive………………

@bluberrybones it wasn't?? omg

who was gonna tell me helene and persephone from comet of 1812 and hadestown respectively were the same singer I LIVE MY GIRL HELENE WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME SHES IN HADESTOWN

mangadex strike taking everything down this is my 13th reason

after three weeks i think (hopefully) i am now on meds that work !!!

thermodynamics is a harsh reality (unless you have a medical explanation.) calories in, calories out. “i am only eating 500 calories, and i’m not losing weight.” you aren't a medical mystery. you aren't only eating 500 calories. you're tracking incorrectly

i stopped my og meds about 3 weeks ago, started new ones for not even a week and now i'm starting another new one in a couple days once it's safe 😭 side effects r kicking my ass rn and i can't to any college work without getting a migraine from the laptop screen i'm gonna kms

@ME0WSTIC 7-8 🤤

i stole this from vegemite insta but idc edtwt i wanna know ur fav toast level unless its just untoasted bread tell me that too

i have no clue why teachers are always like 'oh don't worry i know you do all your work' i literally have multiple missing assignments in all of my classes. what are you on about?? mf you can see i don't😭

clearing out sims 4 cc and mods oml

managed to get a psych for my ed just by talking?? like they didn't check my blood, weight, bpm, or anything like that??

arguing about this is crazy, but if your going to use the possibility of death as a reason for one of them being 'the worst ed' how do you not know that anorexia is the psychiatric disorder with the highest morality rate

why is one of my pupils more dilated than the other 😭

Restricting with chronic illness is NOT for the weak

ok plan for doctors appt entirely depends on whether my mother comes in the appt with me or not, if she does i just get meds changed and a new referral for psych. if she doesnt come in i do the same thing but add on i chose the specific place because they specialise in ed n pray

@limitededpussy meee!!