HkDefcon

I make riddim. I love riddim. Riddim makes my bones rattle. Makes my soul vibrate.

I deleted twitter on my phone cuz it was giving me tweets about Hip Hop Dramma... Like I dont care what Justin Bieber is doing. Ima just use it on my pc to promote stickly tbh.

3 festivals since May... LMAO FIREE!

I’m 24 and just want genuine connections and conversations. I don’t wanna be used like I’m 17 still. I’m a full grown ass adult. Treat me like it. And start to treat yourself like it too. I need people to pull there weight. I don’t need people to worry about themselves 24/7.

I feel really disrespected recently. I’m hella nice but don’t assume anything over me. Don’t assume anything. Use your words and ask. Do not come into my life trying to use me for anything. Any time I’ve ever tried showing someone this vision they end up using me for there gain.

Pray for me. My mom is wiring random electrical stuff. She doesn’t have any clue what she’s doing. Plz don’t burn my house down

We created in the lowest parts of our life’s, so you best believe in our highest parts we’ll be creating too!

@splice Sign me out for no reason again... Ill cancel my whole subscription .... Serum does everything and then some...

I just don’t know anymore. About anything. I’m a very lost soul. Looking for whatever can create happiness in this void of nothingness. I’m struggling so fucking hard to even feel myself. I don’t wanna let anyone down. But this war is feels like it’s just starting… fuck.

I woke up this morning and thought my tik tok notifications was my SoundCloud. 200 plus notifications and 95 dms. I freaked out till I realized it wasn’t that

I just want to be gentle with myself. I’m my own bully. I beat myself more than anyone out there can possibly. I’m learning. Opening up. Releasing emotions I’ve had locked up for a long time. Letting go of some things that kept me safe or kept me feeling safe…

Who knew it could feel worse than before. Who fucking knew the pain from nothing can cut so deep. Leaving me speechless.

Whatever I’m going through. Whatever is going on in my fucking head. I pray it goes away. I pray I can figure out what the fuck is raging inside my mind. I really want to grow. And just be the me I want to be. But idk. A battle I’m loosing in a sense.

@_w111ow Love you homie

@HkDefcon Not saying it’s for everyone but the majority of people don’t want to see you like it used to be, hope this didn’t upset you but it’s the truth, nobody against you

If another person tells me to be careful about jumping into a relationship… like I’ve been single with zero girl interaction for 3 years straight. I think I deserve it and if you don’t think so, you clearly don’t want to see me happy.

@_w111ow Thanks g

@HkDefcon You should change your pov on it bc we do wanna see you happy, I support you all the way but going from 3 years alone n being used to being alone can also fuck someone up bad if it goes south. People just wanna make sure you’re gonna be gucci nobody against you bein happy my guy

Fuck man… Im so damn tired. But aye I have painted walls and actual lights in my room. And like trim on my walls… hell yeah… but work’s crippling me.

I find it funny when I state I think ima be alone forever, been struggling recently with that… and the universe sends someone right my way. Of course ima take it beyond slow. I’m scared of everything. But something seems different about this one. I don’t know mannn…

Chasing your dreams isn’t fun. It’s legit this constant fear of failing. It’s sad. It feels insane half the time. It feels fucked. So no it’s not fun. Its Discipline

And I’m on fucking p9… go fuck yourself

I just don’t feeel a connection to anything. I’m beyond uncomfortable recently and I can’t get my head straight.