God's Lil Fighter

Ever just want to throw all the things life has thrown your way lately back and just wrap yourself in a bubble so nothing else can continue to poke, pry and stress you?! This has been every inch of me since November and still going strong in April.

I’m just going to post this for anyone who would like to be our saving grace. I feel like I’m begging for money and I HATE that. At this point, I don’t know what else to do for my fur baby. We’re battling another UTI because of this issue. 😕 gofund.me/e3e19278

I wish I could say life has been great, awesome and everything I wanted it to be and I’m usually optimistic, go with the flow. Life has been nothing short of NOT great, horrible and the least bit optimistic. Life has been lifing and I am SO incredibly over it.

I’m heartbroken. My sweet Skye needs surgery, and I can’t do this alone as I don’t have $9,000. Please consider helping us. Every little bit matters and counts to us. Share and donate if you can. Thank you for your kindness. gofund.me/e3e19278

Saturday I adopted another little lover and I’m so thankful I did. We had a pretty bad health scare with her and if she stayed where she was, I doubt she would be here. My Nevi sent me a sick puppy because she knew I would do what I could do give her a fighting chance.

I lost my best friend this morning. We did EVERYTHING together. Trying to navigate life now is going to be a challenge that I’m not ready for or strong enough for. I wasn’t ready to lose my baby. Every piece of my heart aches right now. 💔 I just want her back. 😢

To have one day anxiety free..that would be the best day. With anxiety comes frustration and NOBODY is harder on themselves than someone who struggles with anxiety every single day.

Working with a heavy heart today and honestly still just trying to come to grips with it. My former 7th grade teacher passed away and not in the way anyone should have to. She was happy, always had a smile. You never would have known. If you’re struggling..please call someone. 🆘

When your horse knows your car (new car even) from the road and neighs until I’m parked and he’s gotten his apple. 🍏Such a smart boy. 🥰🐴

I miss my little red Honda but I’m choosing to believe maybe it was God’s way of saying my time was coming to an end with it having almost 200,000 miles..so I bought a new used car and I’m IN love. 🥰 I’m so thankful God provides for His children in ways we don’t always realize.

I’m in a season right now where I’m learning that God doesn’t and won’t always explain His doings. Most of the time, He doesn’t. The things that happen in my life have to happen the way they do in order for me to get God’s best and in order for me to learn what He’s teaching me.

I have an unspoken prayer request for my mom. I don’t want to go into detail because it’s personal but we could definitely use some positivity. She does have surgery at 11am this morning. Thank you for praying in advance! 🙏🏼

I wish I knew how to stop beating myself up about things that happen that I don’t have any control over. I’m an anxious heart anyways so..when something happens (and I’m at fault or have caused it) I cannot let it just go. It just replays over and over in my head. Horrible. 🤯

This was my fault. It was not my day. Car is drivable. Everyone’s unhurt. I got lucky. Been driving for 10 years, first accident. I feel terrible for it. Life’s been giving me a rude of awakening lately and I’m over it.Mind was not there with Grandma being home from major surgery

God protects His children. If today’s proved anything, it’s that. I’m very lucky to have walked away. I’m very blessed for His watchful eye 💗 I’m having a hard time letting myself not feel guilty and I’m having a hard time with accepting that “accidents happen.”

My problem is I occupy myself and keep myself so busy that when I need to confront or talk to someone about something/anything…I’m too busy. It’s avoidance at it’s best because I HATE confrontation and I’ve gotten real good at staying busy to avoid it. Blessing and a curse.

What I’ve managed to do today..burn my entire hand in an attempt to help Grandma Thanksgiving prep which I guess is better than cutting my finger because that’s what I did last year. 🙄 Just now, I got stung by a wasp that came in off our firewood. What’s number 3 to end the day?

Forever my Sunday 🐴☀️

A couple good boys made it for @SNFonNBC. 🐾 👋, Bucky & Thunder!

Make sure you are surrounding yourself with Godly men and women, good friends. 💗❤️