HungerFF | DEEPER: An Anti-Memoir (#1 Best Seller)

THIS IS NOT A MEMOIR. 🧠 It’s a record of what happens when identity, addiction, sex, power, and survival collide — and you don’t get to edit the parts that hurt. ⚡ 📘 Pre-Order Now 👉 HungerFF.com/Deeper

🔥 NEW BROLAPSE TONIGHT — 8PM 🔥 This week I’m joined by @FistPit for one of the most unexpectedly thoughtful conversations we’ve had in a while — a deep dive into curiosity, progression, fantasy, community, and the moment a random pool party cracked open an entirely new world. 👀🏖️ What starts as “the toys kept getting bigger” quickly turns into a conversation about vulnerability, connection, accomplishment, and finding your people in places you never expected. We talk: 🖤 discovering fisting organically 🖤 turning curiosity into confidence 🖤 the psychology of “leveling up” 🖤 Salt Lake City’s hidden fetish community 🖤 fantasy, gear, roleplay & connection 🖤 and how one casual pool party changed everything Stephen was funny, self-aware, incredibly open, and honestly just a blast to talk to. Episodes like this are why I love doing this show. 🎧 Listen on Spotify: creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brola… 🍏 Apple Podcasts: apple.co/408WLLX 🎧 Amazon & Audible: music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf… ❤️ iHeartRadio: iheart.com/podcast/269-hu… 🎥 Spotify subscribers also get early video access + weekly bonus uploads from the Deeper: Audiobook series every Wednesday. 📖 Deeper: Anti Memoir hungerff.com/deeper 📚 Signed & Numbered Editions: hungerff.com/shop/deeper-ha… 👕 Grab the Hungerwear tee I’m wearing in the episode: hungerff.threadless.com 🎵 New HungerFF Sound Initiative music drops every Friday: hungerff.com/spotify If your summer pool parties suddenly feel suspiciously educational after this episode… don’t say I didn’t warn you. 🏖️😈 Like, follow, subscribe, and leave a review when you can — it genuinely helps more than you know!

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@HungerFF Legend! Your videos are what turned me on to fisting and prolapse play.

Kirkus made it official. Deeper: An Anti-Memoir earned the GET IT verdict — joining NYT bestsellers, Pulitzer finalists, and Kirkus Best Books of the Year. 📖 kirkusreviews.com/book-reviews/r… 🩸 HungerFF.com/shop/deeper-ha… 🌹🐷👊🏻

I didn’t survive all of that to write something polite. DEEPER: An Anti Memoir is my story about identity, addiction, sex, survival, reinvention, and the brutal cost of splitting yourself in two just to make it through. Kirkus Reviews called it: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ “A searing saga that gleans hard life lessons from the reaches of excess.” Signed and numbered limited edition hardcovers are available now — and they’re moving fast. Get your copy: hungerff.com/shop #Deeper #RyanJamesAbraham #AntiMemoir #Memoir #QueerMemoir #IndieAuthor #SelfPublishedAuthor #KirkusReviews #Bookstagram #SurvivorStory #LGBTQBooks #AddictionRecovery #TraumaSurvivor #HungerFF

Desk chair prolapse push-out 😈 Watch me stretch and pop it all the way out. Want the most extreme prolapse content? Full videos + more at HungerFF.com 🔥

@HungerFF I miss Kareem every day

OPEN WIDER is officially LIVE on Spotify. 😈 Heavy 808s. Neon filth. Leather-club energy at full volume. 🖤🎛️ This track is aggressive, stupidly catchy, and the closest I’ve come to turning a warehouse backroom into a song. 💥 LISTEN NOW: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/hu…

🚨 VAULT PART 2 DROPS TONIGHT! @ItalianXlff runs a full fucking chariot race on us in the pool in Fort Lauderdale! Double fisting, double wrecking, me & @porkchopxxx getting absolutely destroyed under the moon! Sequel to our MOST VIRAL video ever! Full uncut scene hits HungerFF.com (now powered by secure @CCBillBIZ) at 8PM sharp! Grab the insane $4.99 first month membership right now — no code needed! Teaser attached 😈👊💦🐷 #Fisting #DoubleFist #Prolapse #HungerFF

God damn.

There is no comp for what this book is doing. Adult kink memoir is one of the smallest subcategories in all of publishing. Comparable titles sell 50 to 200 copies over their entire lifetime. Deeper passed them all in its first ten weeks. Self-published. Independently marketed. No publisher. No distributor. No permission asked or given. 251 copies. 13 countries. 72 days. Top 10% of all self-published books ever released. They said a book like this couldn't find an audience. Turns out the audience was already there. They were just waiting for someone to tell the truth. Deeper: An Anti-Memoir. Available now. HungerFF.com/Shop 🌹🐷👊🏻 #Deeper #AntiMemoir #SelfPublished #IndieAuthor #LGBTQ #QueerBooks #QueerMemoir #GayAuthor #HungerFF #NoComp #WritingCommunity #IndiePublishing #OwnYourStory #KinkCommunity

Kirkus called it “a mordant meditation” on what it costs to be an online creator. That’s the part of this book I wasn’t sure anyone would see. They saw it. Full review: kirkusreviews.com/book-reviews/r… hungerff.com/shop 🌹🐷👊🏻

more classics with - @Fistenberg remember how revolutionary that iPhone 6s was for video, full 4k, really changed things. haha oh yeah Fistenberg is a hunk, and who is the cutie top?

"I saw myself in Ryan Abraham and my own life repeatedly throughout the book." "His substance abuse journey was mine. His struggles with his father were mine." — Jeffrey Nolan, Verified Buyer This is why I wrote it. Not for me. For the person who needed to see themselves in someone else's story. hungerff.com/shop 🖤

Lots of orders and just my little one man operation! The signed and numbered copies are going fast get here while they last at hungerff.com/Shop Also, I’ll keep an eye out for an upcoming episode of @WattsTheSafewrd, looking forward to discussing the process, censorship, and all things fisting with @PupAmp! 🖤🖤🖤

@ButtpiratFF I absolutely adore you

If you're ready for a wild, seat-of -the-pants, ass-pounding thrill ride, read #DEEPER by my friend Ryan, the person behind the legend, mystery, hype, infamy, and then some. Not for the faint of heart, but It's guaranteed to tweak your libido while twisting your psyche.

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@DolanWolfXXX @JustForFansSite @HungerFF @wreckedit_ralph @NWloadingdock @LoadsofLogan 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I think I was in the same hotel and didn’t hear the alarms, but I might have had my face pushed into a pillow 🤔😈

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