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I talked about it on stream tonight, but I'll say it here too...
I have been given so many opportunities that I let fall through my grasp or was lazy and did nothing about em. I could be where I want to be by now had I just taken advantage of those moments.
I no longer have the motivation to do this shit. I don't even have the discipline to follow through without the motivation. But it's time to choose between chasing my dreams or putting them away for good. No matter what I do, no matter how many opportunities I let go, no matter how many times I fail, no matter how much I don't feel like doing this shit, I can not let it go of this dream. It consumes me. My every thought. My every fiber of being.
That being said this ain't a "I'm back" tweet or a "I'll do better" tweet. This is a "I don't know what to do when this is all I know" tweet. I have a hard time with consistency, but I can't just stop altogether. So I'm gonna push to stream more, game dev more regardless how many projects I start/quit, and post more regardless what it's about.
Thanks to those who still fuck with me.
Sincerely,
The broken record aka FoldinG
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