M E R A !

Reading this book has truly made me realize something. My last relationship literally made me fucking hate men.

I truly hate for someone to push me to do something I don’t want to do. Leave me alone.

Only thing I want is to be carefree, cooking and singing Tamara. The one who loves to love on everyone around me. I hate to be mean.

It’s something about having big titties that I love. Not overly big, but DDD big. Perfect.

We went from fuckin to not speaking. Idgaf 😂

I’m pretty sure I just scared tf out of my neighbors. 😩 Be grateful I blessed your house.

Ion like when a mf block my tea. 😂

Me calling this man Big Daddy funny af! 😂😂

It feel so good outside. My goodness!

Candle lit morning shower with meditation music going. Water. Morning walk. Surely I will have a great day.

I actually think my hemoglobin might be low again…

I’ve been increasingly experiencing anxiety. It’s getting bad. More withdrawn than normal. More lost in my thoughts. More heart racing. Lack of understanding why I feel this way. I need change.

One thing about it, of me and my cousin up she and I spend it on each other.

I can’t believe I only slept 45 minutes in the last 24hrs. I feel crazy af in the eyes.

A man asking me for money is crazy af.

Claim it 💰

Lmfaoo. 😂😂

It’s 10am. I’m fucked upppppp.

Not my cousins be lying when they come to the city saying they at my house. Lmfaoo byeee. They be giving it out. Just lying.

I’m having an all white Master’s Graduation Party. Come ready to be fucked up. I grieved, cried, struggled and much more I don’t care to disclose to get this moment. Just know I’m Mastered May!