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feeling not sick enough will always hurt more than any wound i could inflict

i just want to cut. so bad.

@clayofmha @puppystarves DEADASS. plus i can just flush the tp

@puppystarves I always used tp cause its what we got😭 I dont want anyone questioning why there's blood on a wash cloth- ig time to invest in gauze

for shtwt// its best not to use paper towels or TP to clean cvts b/c the particles could get inside the wound using a freshly washed towel or wash cloth would be better if you don't have gauze and always pat dry don't rub dry💕 (ू•ᴗ•ू❁)

@decomposedmoth you are so insanely beautiful i am so jelly

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@skinny_s0ul deadass 😭 but i still disagree

I’ve had this ed for 6 years and I’m still not skinny

was out in public earlier today 🫢and this girl, she must’ve been like ten years old, was staring at my scars and i felt so guilty and terrible. i dont want to give her any ideas or anything. i dont want to give ANYONE any ideas. i want to destroy my skin, though.

i hate myself. i cant cut. i literally cant even have bandaids in my room. i have to undress in front of both of my moms several times a week. my dad took my fucking lax. how cruel 😔.

bruh…my tit won’t stop bleeding

i hate it. ill never go deep enough it’ll never be big enough there will never BE enough it will never be enough i just want to be enough i just want to be sick enough please god i need

i need to cut i need to be sicker i hate everything i will never be valid. i hate it. all they want to do is send me away. i cant prove that im sick enough

i hate myself

@kettlecatt genuinely how do u not get hospitalized or put in a resi?

arm cut from last night.. gonna try to go deeper tonight prolly since i was kinda disappointed #shedtwt #shtwt #slittwt

@icantkeepit @iwanttoddiieee nice account

All fake

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@venerealcurds @skinnlheart it’s not worth arguing you because if your deliberate stupidity. get a life bruh

@ImpersonatingL @skinnlheart How????

felt cute, recovery wins

@lightercuts how do you not get hospitalized 😭

scar tour. tw fresh cuts. #shtwt #styrotwt #beanstwt #slittwt #scarspo

so damn lucky that my sibling doesn’t cut. i would off myself from the competition

@venerealcurds @skinnlheart dumbass troll

@skinnlheart Omg I’m definitely never recovering wtf

so fucking unfair JUST LET ME CUT ALL I WANT BRUH let me be sick enough i dont want to go back to the hospital or resi I literally have nightmares about it ill never be sick enough. in fact, i probably dont even want it

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF EVERYONE FUCKING PURGES but i cant bring myself to finish i hate myself so much fuck me bro

im so damn frustrated i can purge but my emetophobia is so freaking bad. like i get RIGHT there but i back down because of my vomit trauma (not even joking) i hate myself