Aventurine

"High stakes, high rewards." 🎲 🎲 🎲 🎲 🎲 ♤ Descriptive writer ♡ Dark themes. Obviously. ♧ Ships only with chemistry ◇ Open to OCs and crossovers □ 20+ admin 🎲 🎲 🎲 🎲 🎲

afterthought. Nothing more. I need to stop sharing things and making it personal. Because in the end I always get hurt. I think the Stonehearts are on to something. Anyways my little rant is over. I'll be back when I don't feel like shit.

truly cared about me. Why do I pour so much of my heart into a friendship only to realize that too late? They won't think about me as much as I think about them. No one will miss me if I'm absent. They won't rush to share things with me because I'm their first choice. I'm an

((Writing is meant to be fun. But I'm honestly not finding much joy in it at the moment. I don't know when I will again to be honest. I've lost so many 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠. Been hurt so many times. And honestly I've asked myself why I seem to care so much about people who never

((I really am becoming such a hypocritical liar. Really at this point, if you want to unfollow me, mute me, drop kick me into space, or block me I don't blame you. Y'all don't deserve to deal with me and stupid ass emotions.

((This mod is amazing. 🤣 This game truly has a everything I enjoy.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I trust 𝒏𝒐𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I have blood on my hands , tears in my eyes . how do you take me into your arms and tell me I'm a good person without feeling disgust .

It has 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 to do with the fact that Club ARK has gambling. That's just an added bonus.

He's not in the mood to flirt. Or fight. Or play whatever quiznacking game she's plotting. He just wants to be left alone. ARK just dropped a new desert map and he's going to destroy it.

((I'll get to replies this weekend. 🫡 I feel the creativity craving back in me. I just have to push work this week. Damn I feel like I know Aventurine better. Deadlines, piles of paperwork, employee emergencies, logistics, hiring staff, HR policies. Being a "boss" is hard.

Is it 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 time of the year again? He'll be at the bar all day not answering calls.

@The_PerfectHero ((Was he attractive?

|| 😳 I had a man come and introduce himself to me at the dentist. He said I was the most beautiful women he'd seen, shook my hand, and told me to have an amazing day. THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME BEING APPROACHED WASN'T UNCOMFORTABLE.

@DxuntlessDove "You know, you're one of the 𝑓𝑒𝑤 people who respond to unannounced prolonged leave of absence with calmness. Haha in all honesty I wasn't going to be surprised if you had decided to slap me and yell at me for making you worry so much~"

@InfamouslyLucky “You’re no terrible person for this. You being here now tells me that you’re alright.”

“Kavy? Is that you?” @InfamouslyLucky

Well give me a gun and call me a Galaxy Ranger. I didn't know Sunshine had it in them to accept such opposing views. Redemption really is nice for those chosen ones.

@SkateboardchefJ ((It explains so much. Like why I say I'm always tired. Why I feel the urge some days to take naps. Why I drink energy drinks daily. I'm not complaining to complain or being lazy. My brain is running on low battery despite being plugged in to charge every night.

@InfamouslyLucky //yay sleep apnea

((Has it been enough time since the update? I want to write but I don't want to spoil anyone's experience. I need a break. 😮‍💨 Turns out I do in fact have a sleeping disorder. My body is trying to actively deprive me of oxygen when I sleep.

"Shuhu? What's the deal with him? I've met the guy and played a round of dice with him. Huge? Sure. Intimidating? A bit. He's like a giant walking tree with red eyes. But we've always had interesting conversations. Just politely refuse his cupcakes to avoid immortality."

galore. For once the Pyromane takes the field, You're done for without a shield.

you’ll gain a friend Whose burning strength will defend you to the end. All hail the Pyromane, Blazing bright through ash and flame. When its fury starts to rise, The skies ignite with burning cries. So if you hear that crackling roar, You’d best be ready for searing heat

A Pyromane Shanty by yours truly. This was born out of boredom. You're welcome~ There once was a beast with a burning mane, A wildfire heart and a soul untamed. It stalked the cliffs where the wyverns drift, And every tribe learned to fear its roar.