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Scott
@IntoTheBarrier
A lighter look at F1. The world's most glamourous sport, if you discount Gloucestershire's Cheese Rolling competition. Business: [email protected]
Katılım Eylül 2011
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What the fuck was I worried about
I fucking smashed that. I did it. Absolutely smashed it.
I gotta believe in myself more. I gotta be less doomer.
It's a fucking cliché I know, but I've been my own worst enemy for so fucking long. So, new year, new me, 100%. Less doomerism.
Ben@ThatMetalNessie
I have black belts in two martial arts already but neither black belt grading scared me as much as this one. I really do not know if I'm going to pass or not. We'll see, I guess.
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@ThatMetalNessie Hahaha - that would have been good but I wasn’t clever enough!
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So @IntoTheBarrier it's only been 8 years since you ran out of alliteration for this video title, but having rewatched it today I think renaming it "Dramatic Deutschland" is the way to go
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@AdamCla76649683 All good mate - YT is just extremely time consuming. Enjoying F1 as a fan 🙂
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@IntoTheBarrier Scott my dude! Where art thou? We need some quippy hot takes on this year's season. Hope you are OK dude.
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It’s been special racing alongside you, @lewishamilton. Let’s make this season one to remember.


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@_ThatAnt_ @AVFCTranstweet Dendonker means Luiz can play further forward, which is very important to our attack and one of the main issues vs Sheffield.
It was his cross for our goal.
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@JimmyBroadbent Sending you my best wishes man. Credit to you for being so honest. You’re absolutely right to take whatever time you need and putting your brain first. That is what’s most important.
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Idk if it's a good thing to write this out, but eh.
Over the last few months I've found myself dropping back into old depressive behaviour. All the colour has seem to gone out of the world and all i'm left with is myself and my brain.
So much of my personality now is 'YouTuber' that I barely recognise who I am as a person anymore. I put work ahead of everything this year and whilst I got to do some amazing things, it's ultimately left me mentally and physically exhausted. It got to the point where I couldn't even enjoy the things I was doing in the moment. I remember arriving to drive the Praga at TA at Brands (which is an objectively amazing thing to get to do) and just feeling sad. The worst bit is that I feel like I've alienated the community that I've built aswell the friends I've made over the years. I miss the days where I would play through GT on stream and not worry about anything, now i'm terrified of streaming anything incase it fucks with the magic YT algo.
I know that the life I lead is very priviledged compared to how things used to be, but the surprising thing is that the thoughts are the same as before. I feel like a drain on society rather than someone with anything good to offer, yet another faceless influencer in a sea of attention grabbers. I went through my instagram the other day and you can see the point where I stopped posting meaningful memories and started spamming reels cuz muh numbers. At the end of the day, this is what being a modern content creator is but...idk if it's me.
Reading this back just makes me feel like I'm complaining about work despite having probably one of the more desirable jobs that exists. I've given myself completely to this career and I've done some amazing things, but it's taken a toll. I don't know who I am without it.
I guess it's up to me to change these things, but everything feels very hopeless at the moment. I'm sure it'll turn around at some point, but I feel like i'm at a low point..
Appreciate you didn't ask, it's just good to write it out.
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Enjoy the worst gameplay that I have ever done in my entire life in a lobby with @MattP1Gallagher
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@OveratedLama That’s also not true that start was extremely dramatic
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In the history of F1 has a start ever NOT been action packed?
It’s literally the best moment in all of sport
Formula 1@F1
An action-packed lights out last year in Spa 🍿 #F1 #BelgianGP
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