Isystf 2.0 || shedtwt

Intro 𝄢           𑣲   Wyn 　 .ᐟ 16      she/they 𓈒 ₊⊹ 𓈒 basic dni 𖥔 ࣪˖ ᯓ⊹₊ 好爱你们呀～ᯓᡣ𐭩 ⊹₊⟡⋆   ╱|、 ₊ ݁. (˚ˎ 。7  ?       ⋆‧ °  |、˜〵                        じしˍ,)ノ #shtwt #edtwt #shedtwt #988twt ♡

I hate myself so much man

Started a new fast only to break it immediately is there something wrong with me

I need someone to shoot me in the head immediately

I never want to eat again and its funny cus im saying this knowing I'll eat again

I hate my life i hate it so much why am I so ugly why do I look like this

Ugh ihate this i hate my life

I cant deal with this anymore man. Im so fucking fat and ugly idk why i ever choose recovery

I need to lose weight immediately guys fuck this fuck recovery im starting a new fast

Its hard to accept the way my body looks when my body looks like a literal square. Its like i don't have a waist bro

@NOSLASHFLASHAHH @kcalwinters Idk man maybe its cause I got it stitched and stuff? Idk ((T_T))

@Isystff @kcalwinters bro i have deep beans and theyve been healing for like 3 weeks💔theyre only just now deep styro how did you manage to heal it so fast

My first fascia cut is healing too well... you can barely even tell its a deep cut (´д｀､)

@idkeitherbro__ Maybe your blade turned dull? I had the same problem until I switched blades

@Isystff Bruh lately all I’m getting is styros wtf am I doing wrong I used to get consistent beans💔

@Aloinjail Yup I did

@Isystff Did you get it sewn?💖 stay safe

I think ur a gross crazy person if you don't close the toilet lid before flushing

SO BADLY NEED TO RELAPSE #shedtwt #shtwt

@Dazaiskangel123 I dont really hide them, I put them right on my cabinet and my parents just never noticed lol ( ￣▽￣)

#SHTWT where do yall hide your blades? I hide mine between mangas and fugures, sometimes even leave them in the open because none suspect i sh

I hope it's okay that my moothunt is the same as my pinned intro ((T_T)) im too lazy to make a new layout

#moothunt 𝄢           𑣲   Wyn 　 .ᐟ 16      she/they 𓈒 ₊⊹ 𓈒 basic dni 𖥔 ࣪˖ ᯓ⊹₊ 好爱你们呀～ᯓᡣ𐭩 ⊹₊⟡⋆   ╱|、 ₊ ݁. (˚ˎ 。7  ?       ⋆‧ °  |、˜〵                        じしˍ,)ノ #shtwt #edtwt #shedtwt #988twt ♡

Guys is it weird to plan a relapse? Have i already relapsed by planning a relapse...?

I'll try to stay clean at least until my next doctor's appointment... surely it can't be that hard...