It's Tsesi

All the subjects where I thought to myself "Ha, I'll never need that shit." XD

Omg, I'm just getting a really good introduction to the audio mixing console and the cabling of all the live stream devices we use and I'm having so many college flashbacks! All the memories of audio and network technology are coming back rn!!!

@slyfoxfae Aaaaaah I see! I once again forgot that you participated! XD

@slyfoxfae Oh no, feel hugged if you want!

The last three months were very exhausting for me. My private but also my busines life were very challenging and since a few days I feel very drained, tired and almost unable to motivate myself to be productive. (1/7)

Model: @trollpogo 🖤

I'm just about to finish a bigger project in the next days and when this is done, get ready for an autumn and winter full of streams. I will revive the nostalgia of quite some Larps that I attended as photographer and together we can look and talk about all the shared memories🖤

I know there will be a damn lot of (over-)thinking about me being a full-time freelancer, time management my value and my future in the next few weeks or months. (7/7)

People tell me how much they love my work, but still. I lack in networking skills, struggle in selling my work for a worthy price and finding new jobs is a fight every single month. I considered to start a Patreon but I doubt that people would actually be interested in that. 6/7

Every time I hear the song "Blumenwurst" the Skargen Bleed is coming back again 🥲

@ChillyAussieTea Oh nice! May I ask which ones? :D

New tarantulas arrive on thursday 😍

The weather up here in Hamburg is perfect. I don't want to go back to Graz during summer where it has more than 30°C . At least my apartment is pretty cool.

@ChillyAussieTea Yes, cuddles would be nice again. The person even sung a lovely song to me while cuddling, which was very sweet.

@ItsTsesi The more important question is; do you miss cuddles with this one person 😋

Until when is it a "This person is super lovely and I really enjoy being around then!" and from which point on does it start to become a crush? Stupid Larps xD

@slyfoxfae True that. It doesn't make it easier at all. I don't even know if I should start a conversation or if I should just let the feeling fade again xD

@slyfoxfae Amazing! Congratulations! ♥️