aram mayhem enjoyer@cecefps
I’m sorry I failed to realize that I need to take proper accountability on here as well. Many of you saw my replies and they were defensive, deflecting, and argumentative. I was busy fighting to defend myself and I’ve deleted them now because I realized what you guys really wanted from me was a sincere apology.
As a team captain I have a responsibility to make accommodations for ALL my teammates. While advocating for my widow otp, I also need to better respect Kingsmans wishes. Once the team environment became disruptive I needed to deescalate with a solution for both parties. A simple “hey guys, let’s try this game with widow, then the next one we can switch things up” could have worked.
Emotions were high and I failed to notice which resulted in me snapping at Kingsman. I apologize as no matter what, raising voices and instantly shutting down a teammate is not the right thing to do. I also should have reprimanded the comments directed at Kingsman once the scrims were over. I needed to hold everyone accountable.
I also apologize for calling Kingsman a loser. And I should not have read that chat in the first place. It was very disrespectful as Kingsman was just trying to win. And as a leader I needed to lead without emotions and a clear view. I said good vibes are important but failed to create that properly
Before Kingsman’s video went out I had already reflected which is why I didn’t realize YOU guys needed to hear it too. I’m sorry my Twitter fingers went first and not this. I tried my best to be ready as a captain, preparing a spreadsheet with various comps and playstyles. But I learned that being a team captain is more than strategies it’s about EVERYONE on the team. They all need to have a say.
