Jasper // vampyre

Intro but I’m allergic to taking anything seriously Hi gang I am Jasper Im a 15 year old AuDHD mechanical lesbian vampirekin spiritual misanthropic agnostic UFO(unidentifiable falling object). I uh starve myself a little sometimes on purpose sometimes uhm. Not on purpose.

@LuvieeStarves I’m not gonna get mad at you :(

so. Sad..I can't fall back asleep I swear if I fall asleep at my Gfs and she gets mad at me

I’m so glad I’m wlw so I can experience genuinely eating my girlfriends pussy

@LuvieeStarves Huh

I want to breath in my Gfs burps

fries

nic buzz lasts like a minute but its the nicest feeling ever

@LuvieeStarves don’t do that I don’t have a real personality and I hate all of the ones I have that’s a horrible idea

Anyone else lwk mirror their partners personality for them to like you but the image you have in your head of them doesn't match them everyday so now your confused and don't knoenhie to actand misinterpret it and hate yourself

@LuvieeStarves Please don’t I really want to see you :(((

I hope I die tonight

@edentityv It’s a coping mechanism and trauma response (depending voluntary or involuntary)where someone mentally reverts back to a childlike state to deal with stressful situations (which can involve pacifiers, kids clothes, stuffed animals, ect. But aren’t required just things that help)

wtf is age regression cuz every time I see controversy on it it’s either hating on it or every1 saying it’s a coping mechanism but like every time I think of it I js think of that weird kid who has diapers n like pacifiers And acts like 2 yr old and that’s fucking weird so … ??

Bro These Plugs trying to sell adderall to me is the funniest thing ever whenever I make any post abt it😭😭I don’t need a plug I get it at the pharmacy monthly

@Fish113024 I have adderall prescribed monthly for the street price of 1 pill per bottle nor do I ever want to try meth

@Jasper404jay I sell

Adderall and ritalin and meth and cocaine and speed aren't the same drugs

I wanna cut but I need to finish my gfs gift in the next 17h which is a lot of time but I want to make sure I get a good amount done tonight so I just need to add colors tomorrow 💔💔

I havent in days too Bc i don’t want to be nauseous when I eat with my gf tomorrow so I’m happy it lingers instead of just disappearing

Is it bad if I’m happy purging made my eyes darken,,bc I look more undead now

@LuvieeStarves Which specific triggers I’m sorry sometimes I just ramble abt stuff😞or was I just like posting about it (I do not remember most of my posts)

this is a draft from like 4 days ago btw Like 15/20 days down the drain(｡ŏ﹏ŏ)I tried very hard to not purge throughout these hard times…the days during tech week I cried over my school bathroom toilet…the times I got triggered by my gf but didn’t give in…😞😞

I miss my gf :(ihavent really thought of anything else all day mostly her for months but definitely the last couple days

My mindset frfr

Totally justifies it.. right guys…

@LuvieeStarves Cause living off mostly hot chips and candy makes my stomach hurt but I’m too used to it to throw up naturally

@Jasper404jay Why you purge twin