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I'm kidding.... milk xD

Metamucil

Bagel

I'd like to think so sometimes I make mistakes tho

yup

I think I'm gonna study physcology next something in the field.

kindness

done with memory lane for now.. Going to go toast one of those sesame @COBSBread bagel i got from the sally by my old high school its so good and i love bagels with mayo on it i know most people do cream cheese but try mayo

so true

Affirm it.

pain

maybe hiding me was his way of protecting me and what we had but it was mainly selfish in that i didnt fit the image of the perfect family he wanted to project

part 2 talking helps its been a while but we should talk with trusted people about the things hurting us not let the pain linger for years like i have im trying to put it all behind me and grow still feels painful like it happened yesterday

trying to understand why I was treated so bad by someone who i deeply cared and still care for Im proud/impressed my brain pieced this together so intelligent but i guess i am Intelligent after years of various people putting me down im starting to know my value and believe it

actally it was 4 days not almost a week he left on the 22nd and broke up on the 27th i know because he was sad i didnt come home sooner on the 21st because he knew that would be our last evening together maybe if i did it would have changed things who knows

she changed her cover photo when he was at "mark's house" on a side note my mother started mistreating me after seeing me treated poorly by many others it hurts the years we have left shes just gonna mistreat me theres no escape

peace

Its just not my job he needs to seek out professional help hopefully he has.

although I wish i could talk to him help him realize the causes of the demons he carries. Maybe he would get off the drugs hurting him hopefully hes already off that stuff i do worry about him eventhough its been years since weve spoke I cant though i refuse to talk to him