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John Pickens
@JohnInspired
Author, musician, procrastinator. Admiring the well-turned phrase, enamored of the exquisitely crafted paragraph.
California, USA Katılım Şubat 2012
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She Longed to Disappear
Pack her bags, leave
Where she could be
Anyone, anything
Undisturbed by her life
The trappings of her existence
Places where no one
Would ask anything of her (1/2)
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A year offers its bounty in so many ways, so let's celebrate with the intensity of the pen. Today's prompt: longing to disappear (3/24) Be creative, and don't feel you need to use the words. Combos are always welcome. Include #FoxProse/@FoxProse for RTs.
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@AuthorGoodwin Hahaha. Yes indeed. The best part, his deplorable behavior was all true.
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I’m Still Me
(For Those Who Kept Going)
There are days when I don’t feel so great.
There are other days when I feel downright rotten.
There’s nothing wrong with me.
No diagnosis. No condition to point to.
I’m just old.
And age brings challenges no one fully explains when you are young and in the full flower of youth.
Or perhaps they tried, and I simply wasn’t listening.
That seems at least as likely.
I was speaking with a friend recently. A capable man. Always has been. The kind of man who built a life on what he could do—his instincts, his experience, his skillset.
And he said something that has stayed with me: “I’m still me…but I can’t do a fraction of what I used to.”
There was no self-pity in it. Just frustration. The kind that comes from a disconnect you can’t quite reconcile.
Because he’s right.
He is still him.
And that’s the tension.
There is a particular frustration in aging that has less to do with pain than with recognition.
You still recognize yourself.
The same thoughts. The same instincts. The same sense of how things should be done.
But the body that once answered so quickly has begun to hesitate.
The energy that once showed up without being asked now requires negotiation.
The margin you once lived in has narrowed without your permission.
You are still you.
But the terms have changed.
And if that weren’t enough, there is another realization that arrives, usually uninvited.
I have been a talented fellow my entire life.
Music came easily to me. Creation came easily to me.
Rightly or wrongly, “Genius” is a word that has been used more than once to describe my work.
And somewhere along the way, I made a quiet agreement with myself: No matter what happens, I’ll always have my talent.
It felt like a constant. A kind of personal equity that would always hold its value.
Yes…well.
What talent gains you in one generation does not necessarily produce the same dividends in the next.
And that realization is its own kind of reckoning.
Because now it’s not just that you do less.
It’s that what you do may not carry the same weight it once did.
The room has changed.
The audience has changed.
The currency has changed.
And you find yourself holding something that is still real…still yours…but no longer valued in quite the same way.
That is a strange place to stand.
It forces a question most of us spend our younger years avoiding:
Is what I do who I am? Or does who I am exist independently of what I can still produce?
We don’t have to answer that question when things are working.
Success answers it for us.
But time has a way of removing the easy answers.
And in that quiet stripping away, something else begins to surface, if we are willing to see it.
Perhaps we were never meant to anchor our identity in what we could do.
Perhaps doing was always meant to be an expression of something deeper, not the definition of it.
Because if identity rests entirely on capacity, then every limitation becomes a diminishment of self.
And yet, something in us resists that.
We know, instinctively, that a person is more than their output.
Even when we struggle to believe it about ourselves.
So maybe this is one of the final disciplines of life:
To remain who you are even as what you can do begins to change.
To accept the frustration without letting it redefine you.
To acknowledge the loss without mistaking it for disappearance.
To understand that value is not erased simply because it is no longer measured the same way.
Because there are things that do not peak in youth.
Perspective.
Restraint.
Clarity.
The ability to recognize what matters without needing to prove it.
There comes a moment—quiet, unannounced—
when a person realizes they are no longer being asked to prove themselves.
And if you are honest, that can feel like loss.
But it may also be something else.
Eventually, life extends an invitation to each of us: to stand without performance…and still know who we are.

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@8ntmuch I paid for it. I was on a walk and was so enraptured by the swiftly approaching clouds that I didn’t even think of shelter. Wind dust rain hail. I got it all.
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Let’s see your cloud pictures! ☁️📸
“The sky speaks in clouds for those who take time to look up.”

Mandy Simard@MandyLSimard
Let’s see your cloud pictures! ☁️📸 “The sky speaks in clouds for those who take time to look up.”
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@JohnInspired I got the added bonus of a dramatic meteor shower!
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