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Josh
@Joshx369
24 “humble prodigy” twitch (.tv) partner
CALIFORNIA Katılım Mart 2015
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@vulture_ow hey man! wish I was there haha. thanks for the invite??? next time maybe? haha
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hi lovely internet people :)
here’s an update on me and things going on in my life. i’m currently at probably the most emotionally overwhelmed and drained i’ve been in my entire life. everything whether its school, esports, streaming, day to day task etc. has been making me anxious and completely rewiring my brain to overthink everything.
i’m trying my hardest to figure things out and take it day by day but it’s extremely difficult some days. that being said, i would like the apologize for any inconsistency in streaming, communication, anything and everything. some days i struggle just to do the most basic things and it’s not that i don’t care, i just emotionally am so dissonant from my being it’s hard to keep up with everyone and everything.
i’ve always operated on the “fill others cups even if they don’t fill yours” philosophy which i know isn’t healthy but truly love giving my all to people regardless of how emotionally drained i become. it’s finally time i put myself first and set boundaries for myself.
i’m super grateful for my friends, family and everyone supporting me day in and day out. i’m trying my hardest to keep making you all proud and i want to keep getting better everyday. thank you for everything, i’m so glad to have you all in my life.
i’ll be working hard in this time to recuperate emotionally and get a better understanding of how i can regulate everything for the future. i’m sorry again for lack of consistency while going through this time, i will get and be better in the future. thank you for baring with me <3

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