Judy4SC
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My confidence and self worth haven’t been great lately and I just wanted to say thats ok so other people who suffer with depression or anxiety know that it’s ok to feel like that.
I’m CEO of Happy Doggo and most people in positions like mine have to hide stuff like this. Most people in all positions In life do actually. It’s really hard to admit you don’t feel the best about yourself. That’s why I just write it down as I feel because maybe it’ll help someone.
Between our team, partners and everything wrapped up in what I do there are probably 100+ people who rely on me. Add in social media, donors and everything else and that’s a massive happy facade to keep up.
I’ve learnt though that it’s ok to say you are not ok. At the moment I’m going through the motions. Still working hard and trying my best but I feel a bit worthless. No self worth at all. I also have imposter syndrome. I know I can jus read the comments here or look at the dogs saved and I should be happy but it doesn’t bring me anything. I look in the mirror at the moment and can’t even really look at myself. No particular reason or spark for this. As people who suffer know it just comes in a dark wave like a fog.
I could easily share some happy dog photos and smile and pretend I felt amazing. But I’d rather be honest and try to help others. I have untold amounts of support and good luck that many of you dont. So if you're feeling down or a little rough right now, that's okay because so am I, and it's absolutely fine to say that.
Have a lovely weekend and be kind to each other ❤️

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@NimraShahzadin So sorry for your loss. Dulce will meet him there. She will be his friend
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Dearest Wellington,
Thank you for letting us all love you so very much. Fuck Cancer. Love mom 🌈💔
We confirmed Lymphangiectasia as an uncommon secondary disease with only culprit left as the cause - intestinal cancer. Definitely end stage. No one could have known. I let him have some chocolate and sent him off into the light.



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Sorry didn't post today. Have some very sad news.. my sweet Blue 💙 went over the rainbow 🌈 bridge today 💔😭 She was with me for 15 years. She had a long,happy life. Doesn't make it any easier to say goodbye. Run free sweet girl, we will all miss you terribly #BonnieBlue
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Sadly Prince died on Monday, only 11 days after he was diagnosed with cancer. He was 12 years and 7 months old which was a good age for a big lad. He was with us for nearly 9 years after we adopted him from @Battersea_ . RIP Prince💔 fly high over the rainbow bridge 🌈❤️.

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Today, on my 49th birthday, my beautiful girl Rider, after a brief battle with cancer, died in my arms as I held her and said, “I love you,” over and over again. She was 8 years and 11 months old.
While chemotherapy had been treating her multiple myeloma effectively since November, the bone lesions that develop as a result of the disease are the slowest to heal. She went downhill very, very fast. It can cause tremendous pain and, while I was agonizing over decisions about her end of life care, she gave me her final gift— she made the excruciating decision for me.
Rider made me want to be the man she thought I was. I am a deeply flawed human being and struggle with relationships with other people. But dogs… I’ve never struggled around dogs. They’re the one thing I’ve done right. And Rider was the best. She will always be My Everything.
My wish for you, if you’re reading this— I hope a dog finds you and loves you. It’s the greatest gift in the world.
As I held Rider, the last words she heard me say were: “I love you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.”
Rider, my Love Light, my beautiful, beautiful girl. I will love you forever and ever and ever.
Your Daddy,
Vic

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