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«L'infidélité commence au moment où tu cherches à attirer l'attention et à te sentir spécial aux yeux d'une autre personne que ceux de ton partenaire. Avant toute action il y a l'intention. Si tu prends plaisir à nourrir le désir des autres ce n'est pas par accident.»

feeling very abandonable lately

La tromperie reste avant tout un choix. Peu importe les tentations autour, la vraie responsabilité revient à la personne qui décide de trahir la confiance de son partenaire.

I can't believe I allowed myself to be disrespected so many times just because I care about other people's feelings more than mine

you know it’s bad when you’re not even surprised anymore. just disappointed in yourself for expecting better again.

I finally lost my emotional attachment to everybody so I’ve just been dealing with them however they deal with me nothing more, nothing less.

j’fais juste semblant c du cinéma eh j trop mal au cœur j’vous jure c la pire douleur de ma vie

It’s exhausting dealing with someone that treat accountability like it’s disrespect, every time you express yourself, they instantly get defensive instead of listening. You leave the conversation confused, unheard, and emotionally tired. That ain’t communication, that’s manipulation with extra steps.

actions always proves why words mean nothing

a lot of people are grieving privately while still showing up publicly. they are going to work, posting online, attending events, laughing in conversations, but internally carrying disappointment, heartbreak, confusion, or emotional pain they have not even had the chance to process properly. some people have become so used to hiding what they feel that even the people closest to them have no idea how much they are struggling. i think one of the scariest things about adulthood is realizing how easy it is for someone to be falling apart inside while looking completely fine on the outside.

blonde rockstar guitarist beomgyu you are on my mind constantly..

no one talks about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. how hard it is to explain to your friends & family that you have a heavy feeling in your chest for no reason

i think what exhausted me the most was constantly trying to understand people who never tried to understand the effect they had on me

«Personne ne néglige quelqu'un ou quelque chose qui à de l'importance pour lui, c'est clair.»

Some things don't go back to normal, even after an apology. Once you've seen how someone can hurt you, you can't unsee it. You can forgive, and even laugh together like nothing happened, but a part of you will always remember how it felt. And that changes everything.

No reaction anymore, just distance.

i wish i could unlove people the same way they unlove me. quick. clean. without dying inside.

i think about this shot a lot

Let's stop sugarcoating it. Ghosting is rude. It's immature. It's selfish. And it's pathetic. I don't care if it's a friendship, a talking stage, or a relationship. Disappearing on someone who's been consistently showing up for you is not "protecting your peace." It's avoiding accountability and honest communication.

“you handled it so well” nah i didn’t, i lost my spark, felt crazy, distanced myself from everyone and hated myself