Jupiter Skurse (Leaving my past behind)

Goodbye forever. There will be nothing left of my past besides the knowledge that in 5 years of addiction, 5 years of wasting my life... I'm here. I will fight this battle. I will shatter the mirage. I'm so FUCKING done. FOREVER My dreams are so much closer now... - Soul Portal

And think about how I wanna move forward, in regards to this account. I hope you understand, and take the time to evaluate this question for yourselves. Thanks for understanding. UwU

and I’ll give you my discord; we can chat about general stuff, but personally, I need sever this topic. I’m choosing to take control of my life again. I’m choosing to take another step. I’m choosing to become, not a perfect person, but a better person. For now, I’ll retreat, ->

break away from this, and I don’t know if coming back is a smart choice. Now, yes. I have friends I’ve made through account, and I’ll try to keep in touch. But for my health’s sake, I NEED TO STEP AWAY. It’s a pattern I’ve lived first hand. You can DM me if you wanna chat, ->

and I bounce back faster. There’s probably some changes I’m gonna make with this account, and maybe the context will change. I don’t really know right now, but… gonna say it. This has become an addiction. It’s not just a kink anymore, and it’s taking control of me. I need to ->

I need to say something I have been struggling with my mental health, and really need to step away from this account for a while. I’ve seen that when I’m using my account here, my health declines significantly afterwards; when I’m not, I’m happier, I can cope more effectively ->

Turn that rage into a force for good. Willpower where it’s needed most. Got somethin’ looming over your shoulder? Better sooner than later. Trust your signs, listen to your intuition, and when the time is right, go for it. Before that spark fizzles out- DO IT. (Like NOW now👇)

keeping. Yes I’ve made some friends through this door, but if it’s going to bring back what’s making me isolate? I need to take a break. It’s been too long. I need to end what’s become an addiction NOW. I’m taking my life back. I choose my own path now. I always have.

and it’s consumed me. This isn’t what I want. This isn’t how I want to live. I have my own dreams and goals I want to achieve, and this kink has become a road block. So I’m putting a stop to it before I stop myself. I’ll be deleting everything, except the posts I deem worth ->

So…I’ve been thinking. It’s time I leave this all behind. As far as I know, permanently. Just gonna be blunt. I’ve realized that as much fun as the gas kink has been (and might still be)…it’s done more harm than good. I haven’t connected with many others. I waste my time ->

things, but the point is the same: there is spirit in EVERYTHING. This has transformed my view of the universe. Am I perfect? Absolutely not. Do I try to be? Yes. There are good people; find them, thank them. I encourage you to be your highest selfs each day. Watch for the signs.

Metaphysics, crystal healing and tarot decks, etc. It doesn’t matter what you look at, or WHAT you believe in. It’s HOW it benefits you. I have found, that there is a fundamental belief in energy, consciousness, and a higher level throughout time and earth. It’s called different

I wouldn’t put anyone through the kind of growth I went through (and am still going through.) But looking back…I’ve found a sense of wholeness, and deep, meaningful purpose to spirituality that wasn’t there in my life before. Buddhism, the Druid path, esoteric symbolism, (2/?)

This song needs a name and I want you to name it.  It’s an unreleased track I did with No/Me! I’m trusting you with this responsibility. Comment your title below.

@ValentinoKhan “Need Your Name”. Lyrics say “what can I say?” Feels like a guilty pleasures track. Might be ironic to name the track “Need Your Name” or “Need Dat Name.” Almost like the vocalist has fallen in love, but in all that time, they still need this playboy’s name. “Need Your name.”

@j00ny369T Multitasking go brrrrr. 4 books at once! Backwards! 👏👏🙃

Just going to leave this here.

@videosinfolder LMFAOOOOO THAT OUGHTA HURT SO BAAADD Im so confused 😹😹🤣🤣