yfel hates calories

My super half-assed intro !!! • EDTWT • SHTWT • 16yr • Queer FTM • 🦭 I have no real personality tbh. I was forced into EDNOS "recovery" (LW 104lbs, wasn't even UW lol), and I'm finally getting back on track! I resonate very deeply with seals, owls, and cats... 🐈

My stepdad is such a dick for no reason

Like cmon. She left the church in 2021 because of ME. Because she realized that the church would never accept her queer child. That shit was traumatizing

Mom's going on about "I should've raised my kids in the church" DAWG. YOU DID. All that resulted in was me being sexually assaulted and outcasted for being neurodivergent

i just assume that people don’t like me until they make it clear they like me and they remind me periodically

Since summer is soon, I will be locking in REALLY hard this month,,,,,,,,, Fasting for 70 hours, starting now!

thank god April is finally over. we are NOT going to talk about whatever the fuck happened during it. It simply didn’t happen. okay? ok.

Sewing is such a pain It's really fun, but,,,,,,, my short attention span can't handle it,,, I'm so cooked, I need to finish this project by Monday 😭

I had 2780cal today due to hanging out with my friend I wish I could burn off more, but I've only burned 630cal :( I'll make up for it though

me before and after anorexic april:

Hanging out with my friend again today It's kinda weird having someone who cares. But I've learned to accept it already

@holooftwt @lexamanggii I've nearly passed out going deeper, but if you plan on going deep anyways, make sure you have somewhere safe to sit/lie down if needed. Don't wanna fall over!!! They'd prob sting a lot worse on thighs due to fabric rubbing while walking, unfortunately

@Justherelately @lexamanggii How bad would it be if the person is already constantly light headed? Any estimate of how much more they sting while healing compared to styro (if on thighs) Thanks for answering, only asking more bc I feel most of that stuff when doing lesser ones too so it’s just curiosity lol

Very very mini sh progression thread July-February (all old pics) 🧵🧵🧵

@holooftwt @lexamanggii I'm not the OP but hitting 🫘 tends to hurt less. It's more the healing part that's kinda sore and potentially painful, but it depends on where the wound is Risk of infection is higher, so be VERY careful. Going deeper can sometimes cause lightheadedness too

@lexamanggii Is hitting bby 🫘 or 🫘 that different from styro? I rlly like how the scarring from them looks but wondering how different they are first 🥹🥹

Turning down my phone brightness to look at shtwt in public instead of just waiting until I get home

Had coffee, got dressed, and am now kinda hating myself I cut my forearm last night (ouch) and it's SO SORE 😭 I hit the fat layer and just.... slapped a big bandaid on. Bruhhhh

I've decided to start a diet where I exclusively eat fruits and vegetables,,,, Outside of family-made meals, anyways

Spent more time with my friend today (sorta) Also giving all of my money to my mom. Ig the store I stole from is charging her $300 in "damages" Fucking jerks omfg,, but whatever man

I deadass won't be eating until Friday atp, lmao... what WAS today 😭 I had a lot of fun w/ my friend though. And the food tasted good ngl...... Now I just have to make up for it

I'm so so so tired But I'm so glad to be off of school tomorrow. Maybe hanging out w/ a friend will make me feel better

My friend and I ended up planning a study hangout for tomorrow He mentioned ordering pizza. So uh... yeah. Scared about the calories already, lol. But I'll just fast for a while afterwards

@jaxtoy_ U might not see this, but I have a genuine recommendation; Either use hair removal spray.... OR you can use eyebrow razors!!! Since the blade is smaller, it's easier to shave around raised scars.

real question for shtwt, how the fuck do you shave your thighs if you have raised scars on it