Justin Redfern

Here it is. 1 year. I’m also calmer and steady today. The recent day I was an edgelord and posted things I didn’t mean but here we are at the same beginning step to solve the puzzle piece by piece. I’m not perfect. I’m not a saint. I’m a grateful recovering alcoholic and I never thought I’d be this fortunate to claim a year. But here we are

My resolve is a lot clearer and my home is steady but I’m still having a sensory overload all I did was nap and someone woke me up screaming and it was just a lot going on at once earlier. I said things I should not have said. That’s the dry drunk in me. Alcohol made me a jerk and even I am sober, I feel bad for being a jerk about things. Either way I am walking into a meeting soon and telling everyone it’s my one year. I worked hard for this and I want to celebrate it on good stable terms. I’m not asking for much

I rather be here than my own mind

Now the isolated barricading shall begin. I’m not leaving my room at all this weekend. It will be hard coming Monday morning but I gotta be strong. But I’m going to barricade myself in. I’m so mentally exhausted from all the shit thrown at me and I still don’t understand why people choose to be abusive. Does suck this happened before my one year. I’m not going to a meeting. BARRICADING #barricade Sucks when you start to wonder what it feels like to even be welcomed again. That I completely have forgot and lost that feeling. I wonder if this sobriety thing is all dandy and good. Sometimes I wanna say fuck it and drink 🍹

Had a good sesh with my doc and I was able to redirect a troubled mind back into a calm orderly mind with clarity. Ultimately I won’t let this ruin that tomorrow is my one year anniversary since drinking. I won’t pick that drink up for anyone or anything. We ride or die

The power of one

You have too. No one is going to do it for you. You have to walk your path with your own power. Be afraid. But try

“When your education limits your imagination, it is called indoctrination.” - Nikola Tesla

Good morning X, So far a decent morning and will be a good day. I wish you all a great Thursday. Almost the weekend

@sobersynq I enjoy waking up and just feeling good everyday to start my days. I found a niche in my recovery to make it easy on me. I’m grateful I found this power almost a year ago it changed me

@JustinRedfern9 A year sober is huge, but the life you’ve built is bigger. What part of this new life surprises you the most?

This Saturday I get a one year coin. What I really get is a lifetime of life back. This Saturday is my one year. Alcohol made me powerless and I created a superpower to stay sober and now I’m stronger. Some days aren’t perfect. One bad day doesn’t mean it’s a bad life.

Much better start today, I woke up less volatile. Slept well. My one year in this Saturday since I quit alcohol. You control your outcomes. Owning up so I can achieve things I want

My day is a lot more smooth. Follow me for sweet science posts, updates on my milestones quitting alcohol, my sci fi and math. I started my day off iffy and down but I convinced myself to push through. I prayed. I wished for the best. Now my day is a lot smoother This is one of the conditions I created to achieve sobriety #followme #follorforfollow I follow back

You have to wake up and do something. You’ll rust if you do nothing

I’m gonna man up. I got to work I’m still sober I have disabilities but I love to work I’m unstoppable

Woke up sober again but I just not feeling me at all today

It’s pretty neat next week is my one year from drinking, my brother is a few weeks behind me and I’m also 13 months older. We both almost quit a year ago. Talk about brotherly timing. One brother wants to see another do well but when both quit drinking!!?! That shit is fire 🔥 #love #wedorecover #recovery