jaygunplay
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@CalltoActivism Van Hollen loves criminals and child rapists. he’s an alcoholic and tries going off baseless claims on Kash LMFAO what a fuckin loser margarita Van Hollen the child rapist protector !
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@PenguinMastered i’m sorry that happened or good for you. ain’t reading that
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Where has Blane been?
Where is Blane?
Why hasn’t Blane been streaming?
I have the answers.
Around 3 months before appearing on Fishtank Live, I decided to start waning off of an SSRI I had been taking since I was 16. It was initially prescribed to me during an extremely intense bout with clinical depression, which lasted an entire year. This is the reason I have a hunchback, as I was completely bedridden during this time.
While my ability to overcome an extreme case of depression came from my own willpower, the anti-depressant definitely assisted in my ability to build myself up to that point. The problem of course, is that around the beginning of this year, I began to evaluate that the long term side effects of being on an SSRI for so long wasn’t worth it. I essentially finally decided to do some research, and concluded that it would be only detrimental to stay on this drug.
The time in which I finally waned completely off the SSRI was actually while I was on fishtank. I think this explains why I felt this “seventh sense” that my time on the show was drawing to a close, and was the reason I inevitably walked out after the end to the candy challenge. The truth is, without the SSRI, I had started to feel depressed again.
A month later brings us to now, where I will admit to my following that the reason I haven’t been keeping an online presence is because I am suffering from depression.
However, part of the reason I even admit this, is because I have already been taking steps to get better. I’ve been breaking negative habits I’ve kept for years, and overall simply doing things to live a healthier and more cautious lifestyle.
My goal isn’t to start streaming until I know I have the mental fortitude and diligence to put on an entertaining show that’s worth watching. The monetary benefit of grinding my face against the dirt to be streaming everyday despite my mood means nothing to me, as it never was about the money.
Overall, I hope to be able to share good news regarding my progress with this small bout of depression soon. Until then, don’t expect too much from me.
If you struggle with depression, do not despair. While you may feel helpless now, every little win is a large step forward. Always keep your chin up.
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@Kick_Champ dumbest move she could make is signing with this weirdo. he’s a loser that altered his appearance to get girls…. funny thing is he still acts like an ugly ass loser. he is nothing without drugs and his mannerisms are so autistic.
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@v_imp you literally look like my retarded cousin with his baby toys just smacking whatever button looks cool at the time. you fucking suck and its an embarrassment to everyone in the industry for you to call what you make, music
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@LiveStreamCLPS @edmattyx @goatedjayusa @kick @Ollymatthewss @Mammon1189 @DriverMatt69 @HSTIKKYTOKKY4 @HSClippyTokky @Clavicular0 he’s a liability and mentally unwell he needs a good time out
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@AfterFishtank they’re so insufferable i’m sorry. holy fuck. they’re in their mid 20’s and act like they’re children. i hope they fail. i’m sorry
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Here are the best moments from Bingo & Bongo’s first ever post-Fishtank Instagram stream today
They promise their next stream will be on Kick
#fishtanklive
Ashley@Ashleymetica
Come see us! Mostly talking about Fishtank like Q&A and showing the drawings we made on the show and more crochet stuff!!! #fishtanklive
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