ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ𝑨𝒖𝒕𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒄.

ㅤ ㅤ ❝ 𝑺𝒐 𝑰'𝒎 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒈𝒊𝒏, 𝒐𝒉-𝒐𝒉-𝒐𝒉, 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 .. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒈𝒊𝒏, 𝒐𝒉-𝒐𝒉-𝒐𝒉, 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 ... ~ ❞ ㅤ ㅤ

⠀ ﹙ jay smirks at the joke before he continues to eat, seeming relaxed. its only when he finishes his food that he stills, as if realizing where he was and who he was with. immediately, he stands straight and turns to the sink. ﹚ whatever. i'm full. ㅤ

⠀ hㅡheyyy, kai. uhm, sorry about my disappearanㅡ right. uhm, is sora okay ? ⠀

⠀ who said i was forcing myself ? ﹙ he'd grown to never waste any food. somehow, he felt as if he had this mentality long before the merge, too. it's strange. he tries not to think too much about it. it'll only give him a headache. ﹚ ⠀

⠀ cinder said the same thing and ended up finishing his entire stock in five days instead of seven. ﹙ there's a ghost of a genuine smile, followed by a snicker. then he clears his throat. ﹚ ... hm. ﹙ he sips from the same spoon, staring at the pot. ﹚ ⠀

⠀ or maybe you never realized how much you were taking. ﹙ an eye roll. ﹚ ﹙ when kai's attention was turned on him, jay almost wants to groan. but when he looks down at the pot, he sees he made for more than one person. he sighs. ﹚ food. duh. ⠀

⠀ why else do you think i'm trying to make anything? ﹙ he scoffs, yet he has to hide his amused smirk at kai's discontent. ﹚ ﹙ but he couldn't hide his snicker. brat. ﹚ ⠀

⠀ ﹙ helping himself to some food. cooking actually. it's been a while since he'd made something. maybe he could send some to... he shakes his head. ﹚ ⠀

⠀ peeking out. ⠀

ugh why is it so ... bright?

it’s good to see me isn’t it ^_^

⠀ it's been a while since he'd been in the monastery. he was trying to... get used everything, after he was brought back. everything was new and overwhelming and he tried to hide somewhere to calm down— only to find kai there. he turns to leave, only to notice his state. ⠀