Kageinator
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Kageinator
@Kageinator
Washed up
South Carolina, USA Katılım Ağustos 2017
637 Takip Edilen92 Takipçiler
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@k4mcmaster @Kageinator @dylnha @AFiestyTaquito That's why I said debatably since you guys had the same level of dap because that one was also crazy
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After an absolute SHITSHOW of an evening, I'll finally be on my way home from Tri-Cities Slam, and all I can say is how happy I am to have been a part of such an amazing event. I was with an amazing group of casters, who got a chance to bring y'all the chaos CRL is. Hats off boys
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@Cybr76 @dylnha @AFiestyTaquito @k4mcmaster the fact he’s saying this after live witnessing our dap on day 1 is crazy to me
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@dylnha @AFiestyTaquito Can vouch me and neax had debatably the best dap of the whole week that shi got me like
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@ExplosiveGyro This might be ur best tweet no point in tweeting anymore
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Kageinator retweetledi
@Kageinator is LFT hit him up he’s probably better than all of you b+ should be A
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What are some of the dumbest moments you've seen in 6mans?
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いつも応援してくださっている皆様へ
この度、今シーズンのRLCSをもちまして、ロケットリーグの競技から引退し、人生の次のステージへと進む決断をいたしました。
ロケットリーグに出会ったのは2015年、当時14歳の頃でした。実生活で燃え尽き症候群に陥り、途方に暮れていた私にとって、このゲームは再び夢中になれるものを与えてくれました。
それから約10年間、ロケットリーグを通じて世界中の数えきれないほどの人々と交流し、自身も多くの国を訪れ、さまざまな経験をさせていただきました。英語が話せるようになったことはもちろん、それ以上に、自分の価値観や人生観に深く影響を与えてくれる出会いや経験ばかりでした。
高校卒業時には、進学かプロとしての道を選ぶかで悩みましたが、今では心から「この選択は間違っていなかった」と断言できます。それほどに、この競技生活は楽しく、幸せな時間でした。
こうした貴重な経験ができたのは、何よりも家族の支えがあってこそでした。そして、日々応援してくださったファンの皆様、共に戦ってくれたチームメイト、サポートして頂いた組織の方々、切磋琢磨し合ったライバルたち、そしてロケットリーグに関わるすべての方々の存在があってこそ、今日の自分があります。一人では決してここまで来ることはできませんでした。本当に感謝の気持ちでいっぱいです。
ロケットリーグを通して得た学びは、ゲーム内に留まらず、人としての成長にもつながりました。この経験は、これからの人生においても大きな財産となると確信しています。
これまで本当にありがとうございました。 そして、今後ともどうぞよろしくお願いいたします。
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@KevoReyy @AYOITSTKO HOLY FUCK. How bout I read it to u tomorrow for motivation
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My Apology To The Rocket League Community:
Hey my IGN is TKO as ya'll know. my rank is supersonic legend and I've peaked 1500 in 1s & 2200+ in 2s. If you are highly invested in the competitive scene you already know my reputation. I know most of the bubble players and pro players have heard bad things about my name. This season I tried my hardest reaching out and searching for a RLCS team. I was excited to hear last second that @_zath wanted to give it a shot, but unfortunately he didn't go through with it because he personally told me he couldn't find any scrims whatsoever because of my name. I personally think I'm pretty solid i know i could give anyone great scrims & good practice, but unfortunately no one wants to give me a scrim or an opportunity because of my reputation.
I talked to a S tier pro and asked him what people think of me. He said everyone thinks I'm a troll, and everyone dislikes me very much. Now you probably asking, why does everyone despise me?
I know exactly why most players don't like me. To be completely honest with you guys i was really toxic. I understand why the scene dislikes me. There is no way to explain to you guys why i was so rude and mean when i was coming up in the community, i will try my best to explain to you guys my story and how i got here. If you don't want to forgive me its totally fine. I take full accountability for what I've done. I'm so sorry.
I started playing Rocket League August, 2020. I found the game when it went free to play. Before Rocket League I was trying to go pro in Fortnite, and i was a console player. My name was Twitch Hopperzs. I loved competing in Fortnite and personally just loved the pressure, do you ever just play a really intense long game and you start feeling the nerves and heartbeat jump up? I loved that feeling. Been chasing that feeling for years. To be honest with you guys i liked Fortnite but when i found Rocket League i fell in love. I realized how beautiful Rocket League was. For me it was an instant hit. On Xbox I started season 16 and by season 18 i was already grand champion. Now you probably asking how did i get grand champion in just 2 seasons? To be honest i was intrigued by mechanics, I literally just listened to music and played freeplay and training packs for 10 hours a day, months on end. After i hit GC i started watching @ArsenalRL & @AYYJAYYRL a lot. These two inspired me to push my limits and chase this dream with all my soul. After finishing season 18 with GC i decided to get a gaming pc and take it to the next level.
From season 19 to 23 i was locked in. I literally played
12 hours a day everyday. All my friends were texting me to come out and hangout. Speaking on this now i wish i hung out with them. Today i have no friends in my town and honestly i am really lonely. I lost everyone i was close to growing up. Also this grind put a hole in my family's heart. My parents were always pressuring me to leave the house, focus on grades, have balance, be normal. I don't mind them talking down on me because I love my family they were just looking out for me, you know? To be fair i wasn't normal at all, i was very different than everyone else. I forgot to be human, I forgot how to have fun. I forgot the value of being around others. I sacrificed and lost so much, sometimes i wake up and just cry and i don't know why. I lived in such a beautiful town, i grew up in Discovery Bay. I had a nice house. I lived on the water, i had jet skis, had friends who had boats so we can go tubing or wakeboarding. I started playing Rocket League when i was 17 years old. I am extremely grateful for the years of being born to 17, i lived my life to the fullest.
After hitting SSL in season 23, i was working a seasonal job at Tillys, a clothing store in downtown Brentwood. One day this young woman came up to me and asked me where she can find a shirt for her brother. I was obviously kind and helped her out, its the least i can do for my job. After we were looking at the shirts she told me it was a excuse so she could talk to me, i was flattered. When she said that i was looking at her eyes, and she had the most gorgeous green bright eyes I've ever seen. After that i laughed it off and she asked for my number, She had a mask on so i couldn't see her whole face, only her eyes. I didn't know if she was actually attractive or not. It was just a thought though i gave her my number cause she was kind and funny. After that shift i had something to look forward to besides Rocket League. I texted her the next day and we instantly got along, she was always so easy to talk to. I finally asked her to go out with me and she obviously agreed. She told me she couldn't go out with me because her aunt was very protective, her aunt insisted she must meet me before we make any plans. I thought nothing of it. All i wanted was to see her again. The next day i went over to her aunts house and met her grandmother, cousin and aunt. I was a gentlemen, I was extremely respectful to everyone and got along just great. After meeting everyone her aunt said its fine we can hangout, but under one condition. Her cousin has to come with us. I didn't really bother, after a hour or two hanging out at the house, me her and her cousin went for a night drive and listened to music and talked about a bunch of stuff. After we got back to her house, her family invited me to come to the movies with them tomorrow. I agreed and the next day i was out to see her again. When we got to the movies her uncle was taking weed gummies and just shortly getting in the movies her uncle was really high. Me and her looked at him and just started laughing really hard, the people around us told us to be quiet but we couldn't help it.😂I don't even remember what movie we watched, me and her were just talking the whole show. After that night we obviously started seeing each other every single day. She was that missing piece that gave a fire in my heart to chase my dreams even harder and provide for her.
Few months later i went to her aunts house to see her and all we did was sit in her room and talk about crypto, gaming NFTS and all that. She really liked NFTS because she was a artist herself. She used to run graffiti in San Jose where she grew up. We were planning our future together. Out of nowhere her aunt came into the room and asked to speak to me, i thought nothing of it at first, me and her aunt had a good relationship. She brought me into the other room and cornered me and asked me what are my intentions are. I was honest with her and respectful, but down the line during the conversation she told me to leave and never see Meia again. I was heart broken when i heard this, i was literally standing there trying my best not to cry. I tried to ask her and understand why she was doing this but i got nowhere. She physically forced my out of the house, and brought me outside. I saw Meia through the window she looked at me and ran downstairs but her aunt didn't let her go anywhere. I walked and got in my truck across the street and right when i got in my truck i started crying so hard i couldn't breathe. I was honestly in love. She was my first love, and it was unfairly taken away from me. I've never felt pain like this in my entire life.
After this incident i couldn't contact her because her aunt blocked my contact and any communication to her was impossible, for me she vanished so suddenly. I decided there was no way to see her again so the next year i put my head down and focused on Rocket League, i still wanted to achieve my dream and go Pro, be passionate like @ArsenalRL , mechanical like @AYYJAYYRL . A part of me told me to achieve this so I can provide and find Meia again and tell her I'm back and better. Unfortunately out of nowhere this number i don't have saved called me. I usually don't answer calls but i decided to answer this one for some reason. Instantly i heard her voice and she was sobbing hysterically, my heart dropped. I asked her what was wrong, and she explained me everything that happened after that night i left. Meia was so upset her aunt banned her from seeing me, she decided to move out to her friends house hours away. She got a job and everything was going fine until she ended up homeless. Something happened with her friend and she had nowhere to go so she ended up on the streets. After nights and nights of living on the streets this one guy asked her if she would be down to stay with him until she gets back on her feet. She thought nothing of it and decided to move into this guys place, she had nowhere else to go. At first it was fine but eventually they started dating and her boyfriend was a heavy druggy, he was a mess and ruined her. She fell into what he was doing, smoking everyday, drinking, ETC. Eventually this guy started hitting her and abusing her. She was stuck with him and she was on the verge of suicide. She cried to me telling me she misses me, she still loves me. I started tearing up as well on the phone, i wanted to give her a place to live at, a safe home. But I was broke, a nobody. I told her i can't do anything at all and it shattered every feeling in my soul. I felt empty inside. We talked for hours, all day long. She decided to move back to Texas with her abusive brother, & parents. And this move was even worse. Her life was falling apart and i couldn't do anything about it. After staying in touch when she moved to her parents she was too far gone. She wasn't the woman i feel in love with when we met. So we both decided to part ways and focus on ourselves. After this incident i wasn't human anymore. Whenever i played ranked i would take out all my pain on others. I was extremely toxic for a year, because i was crushed inside. I was a troll i didn't care about anything besides getting absolutely gross at Rocket League.
During this year of toxicity i was searching for comfort, any kind of healing. My parents bought this property up north years ago and they started building a farm on it for retirement and every weekend my mom and dad would go up to the property and work on building their retirement home. I saw a opportunity for comfort and i took it. This big drug dealer in the Bay Area named D, would come over every weekend to my house and bring a bunch of drugs, friends and girls. Every time they came over D would do his own thing upstairs with his friends and i would be downstairs in my room by myself. Now you probably asking, why wasn't i upstairs hanging out with everyone? Personally i only used D for the drugs. I wanted to feel good again, i was so depressed i had nowhere else to go besides drugs. Every weekend i was tripping on Magic Mushrooms, and smoking weed. This trips i was always on Rocket League listening to music and grinding. One night this girl came into my room and she was one of my Ex's (not meia) and she would rub my shoulders and try to get in bed with me. She was making me really uncomfortable, i wasn't human at all anywhere i didn't care for human touch anywhere so i told her to leave me alone. She was also D's girlfriend, so if i did anything D would of done something bad or even worse killed me. He was strapped and he doesn't mess around. I had a lot of spiritual experiences when i did these shrooms. I realized how much i loved Rocket League, these magic mushroom stories could go on for days, it felt like i was in a movie, literally. Now you probably asking, when does all these nonsense and drugs stop? Few months after partying with D, i get a call during the week when i was at a parking garage and it was the police department. They asked me a bunch of questions and then explained to me this young lady got r*ped in my sisters room. I was shook, i was disgusted. I hated myself for being on the game and not looking out for everyone, i let me guard down and this poor girl got her world turned upside down. I was even more empty now.
I decided to block D, and every single one of his friends. I didn't care for the drugs or parties anymore, i was done. After this i was even more toxic in ranked, & 6mans. I was a terrible person for years. I finally graduated high school, and the only thing i had in life was Rocket League.
After graduating i decided to lock in even more, i played 12 hours everyday 7 days a week for months. Then suddenly my life turned upside down. My parents out of nowhere told me they are selling the house and moving up north to the property which is literally in the middle of nowhere! no internet whatsoever. All i had was Rocket League and i still had a dream to pursue and i told myself how the hell am i supposed to chase my dream of going pro when i literally have no internet. My heart & soul was crushed beyond repair. Every waking moment i told myself it would be better if i was just gone. Before we sold the house i was grinding 24 hours a day getting in as much time as i can before our home is no more. I literally woke up everyday, no showers, no hygiene, no human connection, just to put in hours. Then eventually we had to leave, our house was bought.
I moved up to Red Bluff, California. And at first i would play 6mans and ranked on Starlink, in a RV using a gas generator for power. in 6mans i would get 170+ ping and no one wanted me on their team because of my situation. I was broken inside questioning my entire grind and asking myself was it even worth it. Then one day i realized how much I've given for Rocket League and i told myself what would my first love think if i decided to quit. I am not going to give up. I will take my entire gaming setup to Starbucks so i can get better ping, i will play here at Starbucks from 6am to 8pm when they close so i can make the most of my day. I told myself to keep pushing no matter what the world throws at you. I stuck to what i love and every situation the world put me in i learned to adapt and hold onto my passion with all my heart. Eventually my aunt saw the position i was in and she offered a room in her house for me to stay in. I immediately took up that offer because she lived in the Bay, she had great internet. A opportunity was revealed to me and i took it instantly. She said i can only live here if i get a job and i told her that's totally understandable. I applied to this this nice French restaurant in Layfette California. And somehow i got the job. I found a new home and i didn't take it for granted. I would work 8 hour days then come home and play rocket league everyday. When i was working at my job i would literally go to the bathroom and cry because i was under so much stress. I did this routine for months & months. eventually after working for a year i decided to give TikTok Streaming a shot, i remember i have this TikTok account from high school that had like 50 thousand followers. I used this account and downloading TikTok Live studio and hit the go live button. My first ever stream on TikTok I pulled in thousands of people. I was playing the song snowfall and just playing Rocket League. I would have my webcam and just play, i didn't even talk because i was still so sad and stressed. Everyone was asking if i was okay in chat, and i would just look at it and shake my head no and keep playing games. After a few weeks of streaming i started to open up to my chat and start talking. Then after a few months i quit my job and went full time. Streaming on TikTok gave me the opportunity to quit my job, i was making more on TikTok than my job at the restaurant. I also didn't take this opportunity for granted. After i quit my job i streamed a lot and grinded comp, after a few months of being full time on TikTok my mental got much better, i was less toxic than i was and i was touching in with my true self again. Also i finally gave my life to Jesus Christ. I found God and started reading the Bible. I was starting to find happiness again.
To now I've been streaming full time on TikTok for a little over a year. I'm finally healing and changing. I was really excited to prove to the world what I've worked on by competing in the 2025 Rocket League Championship Series. But unfortunately i tried my hardest going out and looking for a team but i realized i ruined my chances of going Pro because of the way i acted on the come up. Most players in the Pro scene and bubble scene have a reason to not like me. I was a troll and toxic. I'm beyond sorry for all the hurt words I've said to anyone, I wish you guys can know me for who i really am. If you don't want to forgive it's fine. I will always love rocket league and the community. If you came this far reading this i really appreciate your time. Thanks for giving me the chance to tell you my story, love you.❤️
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@buzz_hitmarkerz @Jay_rl_ Bro returned to appreciate peak literature
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