Kandi Gram 🍭👑🎀 *COMMS OPEN*

Hello, hello~ My name is Kandi and there's not much interesting stuff about me besides my chronic illness. I like to play dress up and just chill out at home.

There are still 5 slots left. #VGen #vtuber #commission #ychcommission

Where are the funds going? -To help me get things for my new IV treamtment, such as organization bins. -To help me get verfied on VGen. TAT: singles can be done in a day, duos take two. If you get the Duo, please tell me which one you'd like to be eating the rock.

Did you know you can help me by eating some Forbidden Nerds? Live on my VGen! #ych #commission #vtuber

Duo examples:

vgen.co/KandiGram -$10 for single -$15 for duo -$1 more for custom rocks, pick 5 colors 10 slots Rock colors are: rainbow, blue/black, and pink.

Single examples:

I just saw how close I am to getting verified on #VGen. Just need: - 4 more followers - 1 more review - $100 in 30 days If you can, help a girl out. I really wanna get verified this year. 💗 #vtuberartist #vtuber #ENVtuber

@Carthas_Ranavir @GuyverTTV It's gotta be Kraft Mac, bro.

@Kandi_Gram @GuyverTTV The irony they even specify the Kraft Mac too.

I like ketchup on my Mac and cheese

@Carthas_Ranavir @GuyverTTV IT'S GOOD. I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS.

@GuyverTTV *sigh* @Kandi_Gram one of your people

@Carthas_Ranavir @snowiesaber I might not be able to do much, but I try to help people in ways that I can. Just because I'm depressed, doesn't mean others get to be. Not on my watch. I'll friggin make you smile, that's a threat.

My partner @Kandi_Gram also has the POTS and CLEDS (classical-like Ehlers Danlos. the shiny variant of which there's apparently less than 100 cases) and she's of the mindset she got that MCAS for the trifecta. Not to mention Ankylosing Spondylitis, osteoarthritis, and a few other things. She got hit with these worsening her body in her mid 20's. Grieving the loss of a future is something people need to understand is a thing. it's a whole you that will never be, because God decided to nerf you into the ground. I try every day to help her through things, and make sure she can do what she can. When we first met she hit me with her medical list and was like "My list of red flags", and I hit her with the "No, the list of reasons to love you while I can" It's a fight, it's a hard one, but it's a fight well worth it.

i want to reintroduce myself, but whos behind the avatar. the real me and a dip into my life, thank you if you read everything. i hope this inspires at least one person to keep going and to stay strong ♡ in 2021 i got COVID and the Epstein Barr virus (mono) at the same time. my body got extremely weak and i was never the same again. i was fainting often, limbs would go numb, my body would displace itself and be painful, i was throwing up every proper meal i had. for years i went to every specialist and doctor around me, trying to figure out what was going on. with patience and struggle, i was diagnosed with the trifecta of POTS, hEDS, and MCAS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, and Mast Cell Activation Syndrome). i was told im also immunocompromised with high ANA (autoimmune trackers), my body was fragile and broke from these two simple viruses. i got the help i needed and was on the right path finally, until the beginning of 2025 i got severe pneumonia and was in the hospital for almost a week. this made my body even weaker, placing me into a wheelchair and using mobility aids where ever i go. i can barely lift my legs in the air or carry anything more than 10 pounds. this limits a LOT of aspects in my life. with constant low blood pressure, body weakness, and chronic pain- i grieved the body i used to have. i spent so many nights crying and begging god to heal me. i contemplated taking my own life countless times. it was so hard to be strong, feeling this sick and being a limited human being... getting mono again...last night i genuinely thought i lost the light at the end of the tunnel. i didnt think i could be strong enough anymore. but i remembered how im still here today, ive failed at leaving every other time and im here for a reason. through all this pain and misery, im here for a reason. i know im going to do something that will change a few people's lives, maybe even a couple of animals'. all this pain is for something greater, and i intend on making a change with my strength. i hope that everyone else who is struggling with chronic illness or even mental health issues come to realize that you're here for a reason. life may seem purposeless but you're alive to change people's lives, find love, achieve your dreams. no matter HOW HARD the struggle is, please never give up. this snow leopard believes in herself, and all of you- so you should too! thank you 🤍

@Carthas_Ranavir McScuse you! We've been dating for almost 3 YEARS. Hella dateable.

I sometimes see a lot of those random "Would you date me" interaction posts, and I'm just like "hell yeah i would, but I won't bother commenting because I know I'm undateable garbage and YOU would not date me."

@Carthas_Ranavir @ElaraVtuber WE HAVEN'T HAD THESE YET AND IT'S HALLOWEEN. Oh, they go on sale soon.

@ElaraVtuber @Kandi_Gram Fresh produce

Genuine question Who actually eats these?! 🤢

@Carthas_Ranavir @ChaChaChillaTTV It's a CVS receipt long and I love talking about how messed up the human body truly is. Seriously, what is this cable management? Do I cope with humor? Yes. It stops me from crying about my defective connective tissue with my immune system trying to fix my lax joints.

@ChaChaChillaTTV My partner @Kandi_Gram has quite the list, and I know she would be happy to talk about/inform about her disabilities.

🚨CALLING ALL DISABLED STREAMERS🚨 I’m launching a VTuber talk show centered on disabled creators, accessibility, and conversations about what it’s really like to create while disabled. If you (or somebody you know) may want to come on and chat, drop a reply 👇

The pose will be skeb, but obvs you get to chose your background. Starts today, ends September 5th! After a winner is chosen, please give me grace as my health has been ass. It might take me a bit, but I will get it done.

My wonderful partner is doing art give over on the blue cloud layer, go on over and give her some love and see if you can get some awesome arts. and give her a follow and some love cuz she deserve it.

It's here It's Here IT'S HERE! The Reference sheet done by the amazing @Astronnix It looks so freakin cool! Behold the New and Improved Carthas Ranavir, resin and craft maker extraordinaire. #Vtuber

@Carthas_Ranavir RIP my first husband.

Welp, time comes for everyone in the end, not always how we expect it. This ain't a goodbye, it's just a see you again soon. #vtuberrebrand

@Carthas_Wyvern Happy birthday, hon!

Agh, gods, get these things out of here. Who let out a bunch of balloons in the pharmacy?