one of my male friends of quite a few years has ALWAYS loved me and I've been rejecting him for at least 6 years now, and tonight he (yet again, always does this) paid for me when he and I and our two other friends went out for dinner and drinks. after I basically cucked him by letting two douchey finance guys buy all my drinks at the bar instead of him (he pouted about it at a table all night lolol), he drove my friend and I and her bf home, and now that I'm a lil drunk and mean, I'm texting him about how they mention chastity in the show Euphoria and how CRAZYYY it must be to control a guy like that, how obsessed he must get with you. He opened the message INSTANTLY like he always does with me lol, and told me he's 'heard of that before' from another show, Californication, and how weird it is lol. This guy is basically already my little simpy pet for years now, no matter how often I've said no. I replied to him how I think it's lowkey hot to think about controlling a man like that, how powerful it would make me feel and how I'd honestly do it if I knew a guy was willing.
