i was listening to some music today and something about the lyrics got me sad and i started tearing up
it lasted 3 songs and it went away
felt like a release of something that i have been carrying with me for a while
i feel lighter now
there's no better feeling than having something to pursue with your whole essence
I'm pulling all nighters again don't even feel tired
i have encountered this feeling before several times when i was younger
but never with such clarity, with such vision, focus and certainty
one thing that came from my awakening is clarity
i can see clearly what i want my life to look like
i pursue my goals relentlessly
on my free time i will drink some beer smoke some and i won'teven load up my ps5
i just start working on my dream again intoxicated what gives