Kira of shventtwt

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Can my mind stop going immediately to suicide whenever I have a bad now Now it's all I can think of Doing rn Hopefully I'll get over this urge soon

Really wish I had my new blades more than ever

I need to cut but can't til tmrw or late late this evening so Im not caught sighhhsss

Almost passed out twice now And all I feel like doing is just crying at everything Today isn't my day at all

This girls been making me so uncomfortable for months but I feel bad ending the friendship cuz she says I'm her only friend Shes gotten slightly better i think maybeeee? So it's fine idk

My parcel is arriving today AFTER I've left home I want my blades.

Todays been so off Maybe cuz I gotta go back to that house of constant comments Ehh idk

Theyre tryna make me give even MORE money to them leaving me with barely Anything "Oh you don't need it" Trains, lunch, Food, stuff I need for my room, ect They'll leave me witht 200-250 At least 150 is for school Giving me 100 for everything elseee Or maybe I'm being dramatic

All I've done this weekend is lie on the sofa in the same clothes I threw on Friday and done nothing but be on my phone Didnt have the motivation to eat much Im pathetic Today was better I suppose but idk

Ive been in so much pain all day idk what's wrong with me

@IzhekElPro33 Whooopssiesssss (｡· v ·｡)

@Kirakickmachine Kiraaa I told you to stop being relatable ://///

I'm still a jealous bitch sometimes 💔 Fuckk my overthinking chungus life

@IzhekElPro33 Kira of shtwt is sorry for being so relatable 🥹

@Kirakickmachine Kira could you please stop being so relatable that the urge to like your posts is getting stronger and stronger

Before we got together I got so insanely jealous whenever they talked about specific people... (Person mostlyyyyy) And I haven't even got a good reason im just a jealous loser who overthinks everything 😓💔

My leg really hurts what the shit And my hand 🥀

I just wanna hug themm and hold themm and cryyy into their arms and mwahmwahhh

I hate being powerless to do anything to help the people I love I hate how I can't do anything but say words whilst she's getting SAd by her own 'Friend' Having to say it is actually that and reading "oh" hurts badly I hate how I can't just be there for them always

When your tryna exist but your getting screamed at for no reason

Am I getting better or am I just distracting myself and saying I am so they all dont worry

I hate how I need reassurance all the time yet I'm too scared to ask for it I don't wanna seem idk controlling and needy and everything I always wanna apologize for everything I do, I feel like I'm too much sometimes But what if theyre annoyed by my constant sorrys and get mad