Kitlee

quitting b/p accountability thread

@chanelmethadone yesss it’s just my body’s clock, it doesn’t even matter what time i go to sleep. it’s perfect to run or walk outside at dawn though

does anyone else wake up out of their sleep every single night and/or wake up at 5-6am no matter what

@narutoisbottom i literally started losing hair by the bunches already 👎 i hate b/p

@COTTONW00D yes omg my dad was genuinely shocked at the volume of my binges his jaw was dropped that i ate allat 😭😭😭

@Kitleeeee LITERALLY??

all my b/p or just binge moots i need to meet up with you and eat our weight in food WHY does no irl eat as much as i do

@berrymiisu me too omg this was me today

Stepflation is real bc I feel like a failure for this LMAO this is so dumb bro its making no difference in how I look or making me lose weight but im gonna flush and go for another walk

@serendipityspo don’t worry same i actually gained 😂😂😂

haven’t met a single weight goal i had for myself all month. feeling sad and fat. nonbinary shrug emoji.

@mayssdiaryy i have done that too while binging and gained like 7 lbs but it should’ve been more if i absorbed all the cals

@Kitleeeee I ate 4-6k cals a day for a month I just got lucky that I had hypermetbolisim I should’ve nrly weight restored myself to BMI 18s w that much cos my tdee was so low😭😭

i have an eating disorder but it’s not even the get skinny eating disorder it’s the gain and lose the same weight 6 billion times eating disorder

@mayssdiaryy 1 kg bfr that is not regain 😭😭😭😭😭😭 the problem is i have to keep down binges a lot now that my family is onto me….. and i don’t have enough self control not to binge LOL

@Kitleeeee Tbh the most I’ve ever regained is 1kg I’ve never weight restored I gave up Recovery before then

@mayssdiaryy i should at least be glad the highest i’ve gained to since i developed my ed is bmi 19 and i honestly should have gained higher with how much i was binging, ive at least always sustained a 20+ lb weight loss from my hw

@Kitleeeee Tbf this is most Ed’s I’m anorexic and I’ve regained and lost multiple times😭😭

i don’t even know what to do i keep binging without control and my family is ONTO my b/p relapse and they are watching the bathrooms like hawks and not letting me PURGE IN PEACE but i can’t stop eating. how do i restrict again.

i just ate half of the food in my aunt’s kitchen do we think she’ll notice

@lsdbunnie i’m not neurodivergent but this actually was so much easier to read

wtff why is everything not made like this i read this so fast and easily

WHY can’t i eat normally WHY is it all or nothing WHYYY

@tweekuyomi which makes me so mad because if i’d just eaten like 100 calories less every day growing up i would’ve been at my ugw

@tweekuyomi weight doesn’t change your maintenance calories THAT drastically unless you lose like 50+ lbs. my maintenance is only 100-200 apart depending on my weight. the bigger factor is activity level

Pigly said that once i reached my ugw i would be eating 1600cals to maintain it but that doesnt seem to make sense to me cuz like ill be so much lighter and ill be eating only a few cals under my current maintenance???

@agailpatty this is why i would be afraid of being on nsfw twt 😭

Like what are you even saying rn bro

@lsdbunnie this is just the right level of chronically online

is this too chronically online to wear outside

@omadhater i have binged entire bags of drizzalicious you are not alone…

ok so

@crushedb0n3s me too omg the whole reason i developed an ed was because i was insecure of how my stomach was bigger than my ass 😭

always jealous of people who store weight in their thighs and not their stomachs