Queen Gremlinway

Hot take, I'll die on this hill. If one more person tells me I have to / should use Re shade, or any other 3'rd party mods in ffxiv, the answer is "No, to the Nah. nah, NO! Let me enjoy the game how the dev's intended it to be!"

@YokoKazehaya Text me when you finish penacony. :D heh he heh... ...

No one told me Pela’s and Yukong’s backstories would be so sad, wtf??? Got me crying on my days off 😭

@YokoKazehaya My EU acct is in penacony on the neverending quest for stickers and hidden side quests. XD Soon as I wrap that up, I'm doing wardance stuff.

@KitzelMuze Yep 😂 started yesterday, already doing a bunch of old events, tried out new divergent sim and currency war, and doing old companion quests. Theres so much to the game and I haven’t even progressed past penacony 😭

Spent the weekend trying to relax, but lo and behold, a long forgotten nuisance came back into my life. She's needy, always requiring my attention, and still messaging me even when we broke up. Damn you, Honkai Star Rail. 😓

It's pretty bad that my only option is to kevetch over here at your "verified" Twitter account about your own social media site. A year or more worth of screen shot posts locked away because of some incredibly stupid and controlling law some overly reaching government wants.

NEWS FLASH: It won't even fetch the forum to fill it in? Cannot fetch the data?! The site even has a glaring flaw, of ONLY the above screen shot, and a option to log out, but no way to contact you guys directly logged in or not. This is a terrible design!

hey @bluesky wanna explain why I can't get into my own bloody account?! Age verification? Really? Can't fetch my birthdate from my own damn account? I don't even look at adult shit. I was able to log in just fine. I'm freaking 45 years old!

@YokoKazehaya ah I see. Been Fem Rah for a few years now. XD I was just curious.

@KitzelMuze You look so much different now!! I love the Fem'ra though 💚 Also kind of, it's an old alt I've always had in Lamia! I made it to help play along with my OG vtuber friend group ^-^

Been getting re-obsessed with FFXIV, having a lot of fun going through a lot of the game's content over again! In my two weeks of playing, I got all but MCH to 50. Next is the tomestone grind... 😅 Also loving my tomboy miqo'te~ If anyone wants to be friends, lemme know! 💚

#HSR #DanStelle This made me chuckle. Yeah yeah, I normally post about FFXIV But I know some of the gposers play HSR. So there is a bit of an overlap.

@YokoKazehaya mwahahaha :P

Reputation is everything to the yakuza. Comment below to see where you stand with the Kazehaya Clan~! Comment below for my: first impression: nickname i have for you: do i like you: you are my: would i kiss/slap/hug: should you post this too:

@moonrin666 click this option, and you accidentally invalidate his worry for you. U_U

Nightly reminder that Dan Heng tells dad jokes to Stelle. He pulled out the data bank, because he thinks she finds them funny, and reads them out to her 🥹🫶💖 (A+++ for the effort, silliest boyfriend ever) 😭💞 #danstelle

@coreylandis I in the past two months, Trailblazed the entire story. Your portrayal of Welt is an iconic voice in my mind. I instantly felt weird when you were not in the patch, and knowing Hoyo's history of muted lines = bad news, I waited with baited breath. I will miss your voice.

To the Honkai Star Rail peeps that I have been privileged to be able to interact with because of Welt, thanks for enriching my life with your positive comments and lovely conversations. It’s been wonderful. I have officially been told I will not be back. More info to come.

yay.

@maximilian_ decided to take this picture of my kids Cat Jazzy. My bf is a huge fan of you and got me the plush because I demanded it after the plush was on preorder. Just wanted to share. :3

@YokoKazehaya i love you just for being you. You don't need to impress me or do silly shit either. <3

This will be my last big wall of text post for a while. I'm sorry that I am emotional, have 20 years of pain I'm sorting through, and take it out by venting here sometimes. I'm sorry that I showed legs to make some friends happy. I'm sorry if I didn't notice you. I don't know where I can vent, and all I've done is bottled it for years. I've been dealing with my 20 years of pain/trauma mostly by myself. I'd like to think that I've sorted a lot of it out, but there are some heavy outliers that bring me down still. I needed an outlet, but I don't want to burden *one* friend with all my problems. I feel like that's too much weight for one person to handle. Publicly sharing helps all my friends see and understand me better without feeling obligated to always be there for me. I'm sorry if my emotions made you unfollow. My friends asked for legs and I gave them a condition. They met the goal so I shared legs online. I'm not a lewdtuber, but I'm also not seiso. My friends want me to dress up silly too in the future, and I will probably comply when I'm ready for it because I like making them happy. I don't mind showing legs again in the future either. Once I become more fit, I wouldn't mind showing my torso as a symbol of my workout process too. If you're not okay with me showing my body even though I will preface that I won't be doing anything sexual, that's okay. I'm sorry if you misunderstood and unfollowed me for this. Lastly, my notifications don't show me everything. I have it set to give me an alert on EVERYTHING (replies, follows, likes, etc.), but it refuses to show some accounts and their interactions. I try my best to see what isn't shown to me, but I'm only one person with my own life. I juggle being a student, content creator, and friend. It's why I don't make any more posts like "want to be my friend?" or "collab?" because I'm so swamped. I'm sorry if I don't notice you. With this all off my chest, I will not be letting myself get beat up over the constant unfollows. I will not be letting myself getting beat up over who I am. I gave myself the "yakuza" branding because I knew I'd be a social outcast, emotional, and trying all sorts of things. However, I have my fellow misfit friends who're supporting me and I hope I'm making their days better. I'll keep trying to grow so one day, I can give back to those who gave so much to me. I want to become more and more reliable and be able to help take care of all of my friends, so no more sad posts. I'm going to take the weekend to get all my school work done, rejuvenate, and bounce back harder. 💚

@YokoKazehaya you are a unique person, that is all. You are you. that is all.

I’m affectionate like a puppy, meow like a cat, and am the spirit of a dragon… am I confused? 😵‍💫⁉️

@AemiliaSatella mood.

On my period. Craved pho. Took one bite and now I’m questioning if this was brewed in the heavens

@YokoKazehaya you are you, and we luv you. <3

🐉 Vtuber vs IRL 🧍‍♂️ Finally feel brave enough to post this!! Idk how I can be so energetic and unhinged yet so shy 🥹 💚