Kris Is Depressed

@emotions_ix Yes, but I’m in the shadows and not facing the camera.

@Ravenismeee Kuli kuli kou waha in ‘ōlelo Hawai’i. Pronounced kū-lee kū-lee koh vah-ha.

how do you say “shut up” in your language? not be quiet. shut up

@Kristinartz Definitely Hachi. My daughter and I were sobbing so loudly that my husband came out of our bedroom to see if we were okay. We weren’t. We still aren’t.

I need a movie that will absolutely destroy me emotionally, like ugly crying, can't breathe type. Any suggestions..

I know there’s nothing she can say or do to make the hurt go away, but that hug sure felt good. Also, that first tweet made it sound like she just found out about her dad sexually abusing me. She’s known for 23 years now.

Went to my mom’s today and she asked me how I was doing. I lied and said good. An hour later I told her the truth. Her father sexually abused me. She said “I was so happy when he died because I thought it would end your pain and I’m sad that it hasn’t.” Then she gave me a hug.

Stop telling me “everything happens for a reason.” My trauma wasn’t a blessing. It wasn’t a lesson. It was abuse. It was neglect. It’s was fucked up. It was pain I never asked for and didn’t deserve.

Forgot to take something out for dinner two days in a row. My memory issues suck. I also have brain shrinkage and my insurance denied my neurologist’s request for an Alzheimer’s blood test twice. Like, why? I need to know!

@tyrellweyland No worries. I went to sleep as well.

@KrisIsDepressed Sorry for not continuing the conversation yesterday. I fell asleep. It was late at night in my time zone.

@tyrellweyland Are you able to work? I haven’t worked since March 2025. I left my last job because of my depression and anxiety. I also had cognitive issues and could not retain the information I needed to so I resigned.

@tyrellweyland It really is beautiful. This is my favorite place.

@KrisIsDepressed Wow. Thats expensive. I’ve never been but it seems beautiful.

@tyrellweyland I was born and raised here. I love it. It’s so beautiful, but super expensive. The average cost of a basic 3BR 2BA house is $1M. 😩

@KrisIsDepressed What’s it like living in Hawaii?

@x__Tears__x You will survive.

@tyrellweyland …It’s really expensive.

@KrisIsDepressed I don’t have much of a work history. I am currently looking to get a job though. The last job I had was difficult for me. I felt I wasn’t really good at it because of my cognitive issues. It did give me a sense of purpose though.

@tyrellweyland I’m in a place where I feel like working is something I can’t do because of my anxiety, depression and cognitive issues.

Updated my end of life wishes on my iPhone note today. Just trying to decide who gets what when the time comes, whenever it may be.

@tyrellweyland I’ve been sleeping off on for a few days now. I’m sad and just exhausted. A permanent sleep sounds good right about now.

@KrisIsDepressed we seem to be experiencing something similar right now. I’ve been very tired lately. I think it’s because we increased my medication. I’ve still been doing things though. I did yoga yesterday and today. All I really want to do though is sleep. I wouldn’t mind a permanent sleep.

Feeling so down and depressed. All I’ve done today is sleep. I have a counseling session in a few minutes, after that I’m going back to sleep. I have no interest in doing anything else.

@RaviSin87861337 No one. I saved myself.

@mariaxxnn K.

how do you text "okay" but in the rudest way possible