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@LapiMati

He/Him 19 Katılım Aralık 2017
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I see god whenever I open my eyes and maybe his light will guide me when I feel lost today or tomorrow may he guide me to repent and feel the lashings of hell for the things I have done I see god wherever I look I wake up and he is beside me and in me and I am him
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May the flames of hell swallow me whole after I finish this bottle
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I am a disappointment to myself more than I am to god
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and im still worried sick about all of them and hoping that they are okay
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fucking god man i really will never be able to forgive myself for not succeeding in killing myself
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i feel at fault for everything that happened and i dont think i can live with myself because of it
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i just wanted to make people happy
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i didnt know what the fuck i was doing man
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everyone acts like I'm 40, i started the project at 18, i was one of the youngest team members
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i really wish i had more of a backbone
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i feel this awful pain in my chest 24/7, and it never leaves
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i give zero shits what happens to me anymore, the guilt eats me up alive at every waking moment because all i wanted to do was protect the people around õe
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god i love alcohol
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btw people still wish my attempt had succeeded, jokesters the lot of them
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been falling deeper and deeper into alcoholism
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I think people forget that different countries have different laws on post-suicide attempt medical holds. At least in Estonia you are not forced to check yourself into a psychiatry.
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I will still be moving forward with legal action as there is more than one person who's information was featured in the video, and that includes my personal loved ones. I will be logging out of all social media after this tweet, so I won't be replying to anything.
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Everything in the script is outlined from dms and screenshots I still had left, anything unverifiable I did not include. Also I'm not returning to the royale high community lol, anyone claiming so is full of bs. Why would I want to return here?
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I was gonna make an introspective video on RoyaleDecals debunking the claims of me faking my death and grooming someone. However I decided I can't be fucked enough to do it. 🧵 Here is the rough video script: docs.google.com/document/d/1QK…
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