Lavender Muse 🪻🐉

I disappear for several months. I return with a 43 minute video explaining why Russell Adler is Call of Duty's best character mere hours before Black Ops 7 probably ruins all my arguments. You can always count on me to be harried, late, and overenthusiastic. Shiny link below.

@TerraGlaive oof yeah that part of it is difficult but freestyling is Much More Difficult for me because I have trouble with losing my sentence or Stuttering if I don't have a script

@LavenderMuseVT I admire people that can read a script, I can't. I have to freestyle what I think about, because if I read it, it's gonna come out too dead pan or obvious I'm reading something.

Almost 5000 views on my silly Adler essay is incredible uhhhh here take some equally silly outtakes of me recording it.

(sorry for the reupload I am terrible at choosing what post goes on what account)

@TerraGlaive Haha yeah it's kind of crazy! I'm over the anxiety now thankfully just super happy and grateful for the kind responses! Now I have to come up with another video shdhsgsg

@LavenderMuseVT Such a good job! I didn't really notice it was popping off until I got a notification that my comment got a like then I checked and the video has a BUNCH of comments and likes flying around. Awesome job! It was worth the wait.

Hoooo boy a lot of people seeing that video huh. That's good and wonderful and I definitely don't have anxiety.

This is almost better than when 9 year old me predicted SoapGhost. You will all learn to heed my call of duty predictions like the world's least useful prophet.

- Release a whole video about how call of duty's writing surpassed itself with Russell Adler - very next day CoD drops the worst written campaign in its history - I'm still vindicated because Adler is completely absent from the game

My instinctive flinch responses aside, thank you so much everyone who watched my silly project.

@TerraGlaive Thank you!!! Sdggs it feels weird to be making things again

@LavenderMuseVT Glad to see you back, currently watching the video now.

Hi I know it's been months. What can you expect from an eccentric librarian but absent-mindedness and long stretches of mysterious time spent deep in the archives prioritising books over customers. Well. I emerge. New infodump video tomorrow. I made something. Huzzah.

@vevyvoe Weeps awww thank you

I disappear for several months. I return with a 43 minute video explaining why Russell Adler is Call of Duty's best character mere hours before Black Ops 7 probably ruins all my arguments. You can always count on me to be harried, late, and overenthusiastic. Shiny link below.

Shiny Link you want to click so bad oooh: youtube.com/watch?v=Ah2KIS…

I think its perfectly reasonable for a flower dragon to hibernate during the summer. It was simply too hot and I wilted like the delicate flower I am.

Obviously vtubing is a neutral thing that can be made good or bad by individual actions and this doesn't condemn the medium it's just. So disappointing precisely because of the potential it betrays.

Mousey is the reason I started streaming because seeing how vtubing gave her a connection to the world and new ways to live her life gave me hope. Seeing that same avenue used against her and others for greed and profit is like a loss of faith.

I don't usually feel like I should talk about things that are nothing to do with me no matter how big they are but this is insane I feel like I'm being ragebaited with how comically evil this is.

Promised myself I wouldn't vent and personal post on this account so all I can say is Things Are Hard and I am still working as much as I can on videos and writing. Please be patient with your librarian.

Neurodivergent as hell of me to not be able to decide which account to post stuff on and also not be able to decide which video to work on.

It's too hot outside to be running davinci on a laptop.