LilyPikkyCS

Life hits hard when you feel like your at the end of a road with no feelings or desire to continue.. No way forward and as the hours pass and minutes pass… emptiness fills the void and only keeps expanding… Just how on earth am i suppose to continue living… 26 and on going.. i have plenty of years remaining on earth but it feels like my days are limited… even if i die rn does it even matter if i die of old age or by my own.. i wish i know how it feels to be happy… fuck me really.. fuck me… not a day can pass without me feeling like shit… For those who read this.. thanks for reading if you are suffering yourself welll.. just know theres many of us out there and honestly.. i dont think there is much help for us… tired of trying to be positive tired of trying to be the middle man.. tired of being just another throw away item… haizzz just tired soo tired.. just want to know how to move forward thats all i want.. thats all.. but how hard can it be..

@leafica @MewoMewoCS @stormLT4 @KatoBuff god damn.. each time i look back at the medusa it keeps going up… i almost wanted to pull the trigger and get it yestarday..

@MewoMewoCS @stormLT4 @LilyPikkyCS @KatoBuff I bought cause it has ldlc holo on scope

Finally decided to get it. Since it was my first ever gold unboxed. Feels good to finally have a gold of my own! Next journey is to buy myself a medusa!

@KatoBuff @stormLT4 @MewoMewoCS Oo for what?

@LilyPikkyCS @stormLT4 @MewoMewoCS He owes me a dinner

@KatoBuff @stormLT4 U KNOW WHO DOESNT LIKE MEDUSA? @MewoMewoCS

@stormLT4 @LilyPikkyCS 100%!!!

@stormLT4 @KatoBuff its my target to get 1 i can afford it but im still hoping it to dip to 1.5 before i buy it

@LilyPikkyCS @KatoBuff <----------- #1 medusa enjoyer

@JesperCS2 Hopefully it does appreciate but im probably never selling it LOL

@LilyPikkyCS They are sick! I think they have potential to be even more expensive!

@Felix111234 nah im buying not for the float im buying cause its my first gold XD

@LilyPikkyCS i wouldnt save 10 bucks when im spending 600 i would go for lower float but depends your float already 0,31 any more higher will make it well worn even if its in ft range

My account has finally escape from its virgin state... and finally gotten my first ever gold! but now the question is is it worth it to buy it... probably buying it doh XD

@ohwyca @imabot_cs nah i will be down like 20 or so only. but if we saying maybe in 1-2 months time? possibly

@imabot_cs @LilyPikkyCS Not profit sadly, if they buy this on terminal they will be down almost 200$

@Bolty_CS Yea dont plan to sell it after getting it

@LilyPikkyCS they are good gloves but that price will make you lose out on profit but they could go up in the future just maybe if you want to invest in it.

@galettesocice LOLL i dont plan to sell mine im just gonna keep

@LilyPikkyCS For sell the 15 may 😉

@EliOs_cs Nah im just gonna topup and get it XD

@LilyPikkyCS If you have any skins to sell on steam you will get it for cheaper and it is worth it to buy. I sold my old gloves on steam and got extra 100€ instead of just straight up buying them and I made okay profit.

@Felix111234 like -10 or so

@LilyPikkyCS how much is price difference and float you dont know you might sell someday maybe after 3 years

@Felix111234 they had a higher float then mine but honestly if i sell i would sell at a fast let go price. So its a lost for me but honestly meh i dont think i will plan to sell

@LilyPikkyCS check the float if the difference is of 10 bucks

@imabot_cs it does but its my first gold so ill take it xD

@LilyPikkyCS first gold from a terminal has to hurt but it is profit probably

@Felix111234 csfloat is almost 1:1 but also slightly lower so i might just get it for that first opener icon xD

@LilyPikkyCS currently selling for $707 on steam so buy if you want to play with it as it is 100 bucks discount buy you will lose money a little bit if you sell or maybe if you can find it cheaper on float probably no reason to buy

@vnonarchy yup been looking at cameras the past like 2-3 weeks xD

@LilyPikkyCS Seems like a good excuse if you have money to spare

@vnonarchy that is truee im gonna buy it most likely cause ive been itching to spend moonie but i dont know what to spend on xD

@LilyPikkyCS If its that special to you then buy them Advice from myself and many others who have done the same thing though- DO NOT sell your first unboxed gold, terminal or case. You’ll regret it!

@galettesocice DAMN! THATS SICKK! thats quite a nice float!

@LilyPikkyCS Brother !

@RYUZAKI81194 probably will but still contemplating xD

@LilyPikkyCS Buy it

@LuskyCS yeah its not that bad but in 2 weeks i think it will dip

@LilyPikkyCS oh thats only -10$ xd