𝙲𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍𝚝𝚠𝚝★

Finally gonna sit down and actually watch this. I only ever saw the first one when it first came out, other than that, only small clips from tiktok lol

THERE IS A FROG IN MY ROOM???

Someone give me alcohol right now before I fucking hang myself. I have the rope, I have a good tree picked out, and I have the confidence. I can't take this shit anymore.

Last year was awful. I tried to do so many things to feel "real" tbh. I would cut, hit, throw myself at walls, take a shit ton of pills, climb as high as I could, and then jump out of trees. I even attempted to jump out of a moving car, and I think I'm going back to that mindset.

These last few weeks I've been really funky ngl, derealization is the only way I can really describe it. The main reason, because it's around the same time I was constantly assaulted by my uncle everyday. It's getting closer to the day he raped me, and it's making me feel dazed.