Lord Sym 🐈💫『EN/SWE Cat VTuber』

I like long walks on the beach.

You ever play a game so much you stop appreciating how special it is? Then you watch someone else experience it for the first time and it all comes back, hitting you all at once? For me, that was Final Fantasy X. God that game is so peak. Corny dialogue and all.

I think I've watched the latest episode of #TheAmazingDigitalCircus a total of 20 times or more... Multiple rewatches for my own enjoyment, but I've also watched a BUNCH of reaction channels covering it too. What a fucking BANGER of an episode!

I didn't realize just how much I love old school Maplestory until I started playing on an old school private server.

Am I the only one who has so many browser tabs open that I forget if what they are and keep opening new ones for the sites I visit regularly? Only to discover later that I had like 3 or 4 tabs of that website open?

@KatoGrey This is heartbreaking to read. I'm so sorry that this is something you've been going through behind the scenes. You will always have a community here, people who love and appreciate you. So no matter where life takes you, remember that at the very least.

IMPORTANT: THE FUTURE Not really sure where this will leave me, or what will happen, but just a message to my community and those who might know me from passing by each other. I'd rather be honest about my current situation than just disappear silently and have people wondering where I went. --- Hey guys! Bit of an odd one to write, I'll be honest with you. I'll try to keep it relatively short without rambling too much. As you know, my activity over the last two to three years has been very inconsistent. If you've been here for a while, you know of the general info of my step-dad passing away and how it effected my living situation at home. Without getting into details, my mother has issues with gambling, financial abuse and drinking. Very bad. Over the last couple years I've been able to cover for myself decently - while working 60+ hour weeks just to manage to get by and allow her more room to abuse that effort. Fast forward to last night. $2500 of unpaid, overdue bills, things she lied to me about in regards to them, and my own money used in a fraudulent manner to allow her some comfort while she lied about where her money was going and where mine, in the chance I trusted her with it, was also going. I've paid rent for this month, but we are extremely overdue with power/heat/utilities etc and I've just learnt about this last night. What this means is that we are going to be evicted after this month and that I need to separate myself entirely from this situation and my family once and for all. I'm going to need to sell anything of value I have related to streaming - my computer, hardware, and whatever else I can sell/undersell, perhaps my car also in short term if I can't find anything within budget. This is a bit of a harsh message, especially in the morning, but rather than silently disappear and have people wonder why, I just wanted to be clear. Maybe I'll explore.. I don't know. An option for some sort of subathon while I still can? In the short term? It feels kind of greasy and disingenuous to even think of that? I haven't been streaming a lot in the last few years due to how shitty my at home and family situation is. But the sad part is, that this isn't really a shocker and I am relatively numb to it as it's been a repeated cycle for quite some time. Right now, is just the reality that I need to do something and I need to do something quick. So I will be listing a lot of my belongings that hold any value, packing up everything else into totes ahead of time and trying my best to make the preparations needed so that I'm not out on the street because I can't rely on anybody in my family to be honest with me. I'll see where this takes me, but all in all, I just wanted to thank everyone here who has been through my journey with content and streaming and stuff so far, even if you've just stopped in once in the last five years, or if you've watched every stream for a year in a row. You all matter and are very lovely people and I'm wishing you all the best.

There's still some hope left...

Taking a hiatus from streaming until I manage to get my PC repaired. This timing sucks, but it's all I can do at this point.

@ItsWaffleChild @myoshi_co Oh my goodness! You're quite welcome!

Oh yeah... It's all coming together I gots an adorable cursor now! Slowly but surely my @myoshi_co page shall be perfected (૭ ｡•̀ ᵕ •́｡ )૭ Major thanks to @Lord_Sym for the cursor code!!!

@BlairBears65 Unless the pay increases I would call it sexist, targeted, bigoted and refuse to do it. Sorry not sorry, but if you're already doing more than the guy you took over from and he was making more money for less work then I straight up wouldn't do it. Job be damned. Fuck em.

Just got told I'm doing so well at my job that they're giving me additional tasks to complete (without a pay increase) and taking away my "Work from Home" days to focus on them. If anyone wants to sponsor me so I can focus full time on charity streaming, I'm all for it 😭

Everyone I've met through MyOshi have been so kind. What the heck.

Oh no... I might love VTuber Myspace...

HEY! YOU! 🫵 I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY! MAKE SURE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND STAY HYDRATED!!

I kinda HARD hyperfocused on VTuber Myspace for way too many hours. Have a good night everyone!

I can't believe it. They brought back MySpace and made it for VTubers. It's called "MyOshi" and it's actually dope as hell! If you're on MyOshi, feel free to add me.

Soon.

I love TTRPGs. I hate where D&D is headed.

I can't be the only one who sees another person's 'colored sketches' and I'm like... "What do you mean 'sketch'? This looks like a finished render."

Warlock: I cast Eldritch Blast. DM: [Describes a cool visual of the spell] Fighter: I attack the monster. DM: You swing your sword.

We all lift together.

Fuck ICE