Luna

my semi aesthetic yogurt bowl! probably around 500 kcals, it’s plain greek yogurt, frozen banana slices, a drizzle of honey, blueberries, and some granola

i don’t even use them normally i’m just horrifically constipated from traveling

there’s nothing like checking out at the drugstore with no self-checkout when you’re just buying a bottle of laxatives

@jihyouaa i literally just tried the wontons from that brand a couple days ago and they were so good omg

“why is your intake so high” DO YOU SEE WHAT IM GOING THROUGH VRO

my skin has been breaking out lately and i swear i had such clear skin when i had bulimia and was purging all the time, so what the hell is up with that?

@ddovies biology with pre-med! i’ve always wanted to go into medicine or medical research 💕

@gunpowderlungs 15 because that winter had some of my lowest of lows although 13-14 during covid was so rough and i developed an ed for the first time and had a bad social media addiction

i signed up for a ballet class that meets a couple days a week so i will have exercise built into my schedule and hopefully get stronger too

not to be naive but i truly believe that once i move into college i will be walking so much more and eating less and will finally have an easier time losing weight (also i will take my adhd meds regularly so that should help)

@EllyIsPurging you ARE sick enough and YOU DESERVE TO RECOVER!!!

I want to recover and be happy but everyone still hates me and I’m not sick enough for people to feel bad for me

@popkatss :(

my jeans do not fit like they used to (and not in a good way)

found this scale at target…

@imeow4money yuk

my driving instructor told me i get prettier and prettier everyday which would be cute if he wasn’t like 57, gross and constantly making sex jokes to me… like wat. Im going to crash this car . we’re both going down buddy

@popkatss currently reading tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow! it’s great so far! also i love conclave, heathers, and a series of unfortunate events but they’re all pretty popular so you’ve probably seen them already

@orchidchuu oatmeal raisin or chocolate chip because when a batch of cookies comes out of the oven and they’re warm and the chocolate is melted i can down so many in a row without thinking

if you could eat an unlimited amount of cookies forever without gaining what cookie would it be?

@EllyIsPurging i wish we could control our disorders instead of our disorders controlling us :( good luck and stay safe, i really hope you can cut down on purging ❤️

I hate being bulimic so much, it’s taken everything from me, my body always feels like its gonna shut down, I hate purging I hate bleeding everytime I puke and fainting every 5 minutes restricting was so easy I jjst wabt to go back to orthorexia without b/p

Would this zig zag diet work if my BMR is 1100 but my TDEE is 1930 after 40k steps? I’m trying to get back into heavy restricting :(

@popkatss sending love to you every day but especially on the hardest of days ❤️

@audreyeats mine is around 2000, but when i exercise more it goes up to 2200+ per day. sometimes im surprised by how high it is tbh